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8/26
02:26 Aug 27 2009
Times Read: 755

Heck this day has been interesting

Work

This is a day of serious weirdness. Why my day has been good for the most part but I am tender only in my back and now my neck and feet weirdly had not taken the tens unit on for my neck is not an area to put that thing unless I am wanting seizures which I do not want. So I moved onto the liboderm patches which seriously work for just in case it rains and all. Seriously don’t need to get shocked too lol . So I am winding down from work and I am noticing people are laid back expect for the major management for some reason. I find it omg wrong and well they seem to do a lot of adding stuff to us without actually giving us any real reason but hey it is job security. I cracked my neck today and it felt delightful.

Yawns work is a tad tedious since I am making up hours and well seeing everyone not doing their jobs makes me think that they can get away with it and I am not happy about that either.

I got some of my friends jewelry that she makes by hand and well she charges low but the fact is her stuff is very professional and so I order a few pieces 5 earring two bracelets and 40.00 sorry I would be charging a lot more and well she was really happy with that I gave her. So I was like okay I rally need to start a web page and get it going on a new level for my store and get her to do the jewelry themes like I got Indian looking stuff and Buddhist stuff and it was just shiney and neat and meowy.

I am tired off to bed I go



Did over time and actually made up time but they call it over time. Whatever. So I got myself seriously fixed on my orders and such and am proud that I got it all out of the way. Considering it was different and to the point. Never have I not been back logged. So I listened to fireflies and sung it in front of whom I am not sure all I know it felt good at work.

Health

My back I think is healing less bruises and pain but my feet hurt and right leg hurts. I have a ruptured disc so they took some liquid out and put meds into the disc. I felt the whole thing and literally screamed like a little girl. The Doctor had the balls to ask if he should stop I said uh hell know you are in me just do it get it doneeeeeeeeeeeeeee. I was in so much pain my hand and back look like I got ran over by a mack truck. And or got bitch slapped big time.

Jason

Jason is going to Pt office and doing well that is good which is a good sign and well that is a start.. He wont give up little Jason so I take it I am moving sooner then I thought about Italy.  I was looking forward to getting to know little Jason. He is a nig brat and well he is my man lol god I love him. I miss him badly.

Marliyn

She has been going through a lot and well she is trying to get through more then an average person can chew and she is getting pushed into being who she is supposed to be and does not like it at all. Mungie a man who is eldest of them all took care of Vic and well has Vic begging for a lot lol so in turn Vic has taken it out on her. She is going through dry spells and then on top of it and has to pay rent and such before she makes a minus on cabbing. Which is not a lot at all she barely making it. Heck I feed her more then she does e and that is saying a lot . Ibis a mutual friend and I are trying to calm her down for her other half basically broke up with her ( not legally divorced) and is showing off his new bride and children as his own. I was floored and don’t trust him never did now I know why. I saw something in him that was dark as well as light. So I am hurt for Ibis as is Marilyn since she has gone through a cheating husband and she also went through crap and I was not sure what to say to her so I have kept quite quiet.. For I would like to cut his balls off but cannot . Since he knows dark and light magick but he shall get his cumpins that is for sure. 25 years of marriage he has a child and he has to be learning for sure that he knows he is out for himself.

I am not happy neither is Marilyn for more reasons then I but right now he is like enemy number one and my gods will get him good.

more on my power totem
10:49 Aug 25 2009
Times Read: 760

TIGER - being focused, living in today. The tiger is one of the most powerful of the big cats. A solitary, silent hunter, it symbolizes removing all distractions from the mind and being purely focused on the present moment. Thus, Tiger is able to call on all of its abilities in order to achieve success.

I so need this in all I do so I figured I shall get my power totem in a pendent. Very hard to get or find where I live however I found on that blew my mind. a tiger's eye craved out of tiger. It is not what I was expecting how the meaning of tiger's eye:

Tiger Eye lets you see everything. Use it for insight and you can be a very lucky person. When used in jewelry the tiger eye may bring good luck and protection from the evil eye to the wearer. It also known to bring clear thinking and insight.



Healing properties of Tiger Eye

Tiger's-eye or Cat's-Eye is a stone for the mind, not the body. Tiger Eye is used to focus the mind. It will cause the mind to have feeling of oneness and feel more direct in all thoughts. It makes one aware of one's own needs related to the needs of others.



A personal symbol carved in Tiger eye is excellent for the spiritually advanced to use in meditation.



works for me that is for sure woke up positive whcih never happens and well I am looking forward to a beautiful day!



purrrs

Raja

08:43 Aug 24 2009
Times Read: 765

Rose is more of a help then the others who keep me to the side for they are not sure if I am willing to be one of their kind of sorts. She gave me encouragement and brought a new understanding of what they are. Vampire is just what the world calls anyone who blood lets but their view is more of a sacred empowerment of their knowledge and to help that person in the times of need and well invoke this strength as one of love and encouragement. Their people just got labeled this because the other side are more human hungered and vile then the kind is which is interesting. She showed me through her eyes that what they do is out of love for one another and not one.

She said many would not like Jason and I’s love for one it is not heard of and will empower the lines and such. She also said my light can affect the 100 centuries of darkness both families are in. Which sounds like there is a foretelling that light will flood the darkness of centuries of pain and anger that started along time ago. She said not to doubt no matter what is going on.

Jason feels hopeless for he is weak and he has to fight it in order to break free that I would need to go and see him with out of others knowing . Paperwork it is to get the passport and I am looking forward to getting it for it is the first step to me getting around and knowing what the next step is and to seeing it is real will help encourage Jason to move faster in his healing process and realize we are not a dream. For right now he has given up on us for he is hurting and feels less than a man. But he is going to pt visits and working on that anger towards me and his mother. For she encouraged me to flirt with the men that sends me poems and such. I just am not used to it and well it is why I mentioned this to Marilyn. So if Jason loves me he would be doing this not them. She said you are right and there fore you should enjoy it and give up on Jason sine he has given up on you.

Marilyn’s drama world

Mungie the elder who came here had to smooth things out for Marilyn and they had a conversation and it sounds like him pulling out would be a good thing. Sounds to me that she has gone through a lot with her cousin and well I find this true myself. She keeps helping him out and then when she is in need of help he does not do that. So she is backing out of the business. Her father actually helped Vic to get his cabbing company and well he is seriously not team orientated. For example Marilyn was stuck without a car for 12 hours so one she could not make money and two she could not get her work accomplished either and then when they do show they don’t help her but her cousin does and that is truly said for Vic should have done it himself. She called every five hours and no one came to help her they just left her stranded which was so wrong that is not any sign of team work I have never heard of . So she is going to get one the company if he does not get it fixed by Monday or two he will loose his company fully for Vic gambles and does drugs. Which could affect others in the long run.

Mungie made it clear she is going to have to step up to the plate and also step up to where she is supposed to be. She is still a cab driver and likes this. However she might have to stop and be more than that if Vic fails in front of Mungie.

Mungie is the elder that said Jason and I were not meant to be together and that Jason is giving up and well I see this and I can so get that but he did not even give us a chance.It cut me so hard last night I turned off my phone and cried for hours . I find that they are wrong if I could only get to him I know he an dI can grow and well I know that our love would too, Little Jason is not coming. They are going to have a tudor over there teach him. So my hopes of getting to know the little one is just shot too.

My back is truly insanely in pain and talking meds isn’t helping nor the tens unit and well I took a bath and it felt like I am an 80 year old and my body is 38. So I am not liking being so weak either. I am so glad I am goin g to another dr on Monday maybe I can get help on these pills my body is used too. I am in so much pain I was just like god helpppppppp… I barely sleep I barely can relax and the phone I have ignored yesterday so I might do that again. Barely got any cleaning done since I cannot bend and even with the tens it hurts big time. You know the dr’s pain clinic actually said thank you for coming in and hope you are well. I was like mother of god that is the first. A thank you card for causing a shit ton of pain through my spine always a good one.



On top of that I get to do more freakin dr's today. Hopefully they wont say nice veins like the nurse did at the other clinic for pain management..

10:04 Aug 22 2009
Times Read: 773

I am a tad off kilter today. Last night Marilyn told me something the eldest of their kind saw. She said he said that Jason and I could not lift the other if we are down we will both go down and that is not a well matched relationship. He said we are not suited for each other and that Jason should never done what he did astrally. He said for there is a bond in spirit now he has messed it up and well frankly he thinks I would be better with Bernard for he and I aren’ t a like and Jason and I are. For Jason wants to die and not live. Jason’s accident may turn him around to where we match perfectly but it all depends on how he turns out.. My heart sank and I will be honest with you I remembered a dream I had.

A week before she said that I dreamt of a male with really green eyes and blue pupils and he looked almost dragon like. I am not sure why but the fact that he watched me for a week before he came here and then said it ahead of time the green eyes that looked like dragon eyes was not a dream he was the one that said I would be better off with Bernard then Jason. Now it made more sense. Why I was confused and why these eyes watched me for a week and still watch me now with this new knowledge what will I do with it? He is curious and I sense that. He also thinks I am unique and wonders where my heritage is from since we don’t have shit on my father’s side of the family.

When Rene and I hung out she felt Rose and knew that she could work through her to tell me stuff for I have turned off some of my abilities as a practical nature for the fact is talking to the dead is what I do best however I had to turn it off for the family has another side of the family that is truly dark and well none like I have ever heard. Vampire stories never told of this. Now I am in the abyss of this mess. Rene spoke as a though she was not there like I used to do Rose went through her and asked questions and well it turns out there is some kind of prophecy she said I could be a beacon of light that destroys the darkness of a 100 centuries ago . She said my light is unique and that she has never seen anything like it. She said she also believes that I would have to hold a position of rank in the family and unify the family together. She mentioned that one by one would be better others already love me however, others I would have to feel out and know that I would have to work on them without giving an inch. She also suggested that I have to have faith in our love for others will not like our match for according to them I am a powerful witch and more powerful then they have seen and we ( Jason and I) if mated and have children. Would be not only a strengthening of the blood lines and well the other side would be freakin scared and that is why every time we mention marriage that it gets screwed up. They the other side would see this alliance as a very bad omen for their people. For they know I wont be like Marilyn. They also fear this big time. Which makes sense to why the car accident happened the day of Jason wanting to send me the engagement ring. For the ring was a symbol of his love. And I wear a ring that I have had for sometime for his never showed nor did his letters and such. The car accident there were only a few things recovered nothing of the package when I heard this I thought it was a sign. She said it is a clear sign of them not wanting you two to get together.

So to hope and have faith in our love is the only way that this will happen for frankly Jason is in such a state right now I am not sure what to make of it. He knows men have hit on me and he knows that I have men hitting on me and sending me poems and such but I don’t take anyone up on it. Jason heard possibly about this elder saying what he said and then heard and got whiff of this other stuff and he is a green eyed monster right now. He was so mad he has been going to pt visits and trying to talk and though falling he gets back up for he is jealous and mad and knows he has to get better. For fear of loosing me. Which is so silly for I love him and he should know that but hey if it is getting him up and he is trying that is an awesome confirmation that he is wanting to live and that he is not wanting to give up on life. So at least I have Rose on my side.

Work

Could be a lot better but my heart has been focused on Jason so I do what they ask and just do it. I plan not to worry about it and I plan not to worry that I don’t have job security because I do. For I am back up to courntey’s job, christy’s job and then some on top of my own job. Which if I had a time management class that would be great and I wanted to be strengthened in my weakness however I am not sure what to make of it so I just do it and deal with what I have for the most part.

Josie is doing better with her jewelry and she is doing so well she has a lot of fans now on the seventh floor. So I am excited for her for she is truly getting it down and can almost do this as a part time job she just needs to up her prices a bit and she really can do well in it if given the opportunity. SO I am and have been send love all over for her on that. She is a designer by nature and needs to get the heck out of hell and move it up to the next level heaven.

Little Jason

The little one may be coming to live here for awhile if he does that would be so cool for he is my little man and he is so adorable and I love the little one that is true and well the thought of being a mom is exciting for I can be a better one then my mother ever was. Why? For I know I can be a good mother and show love in a healthy way. So I am praying Jason will allow this so we can get to know each other and so I can have a son finally. My little man is adorable. So grown up like too. Lol he wants tattoos and such which I get and I agreed to him hennaing himself with the tattoos he wants and If he likes then than at 17 he may get one for his birthday.

Spells

I did a problem solving one and a joy one. I was uplifted actually till last night. So I have to find my joy again.

Marilyn’s world

May

Her sons got into a car accident with stupid people and they provoked Jason and Jason went after them for they teased him about his pigtails the other brothers also get into fights and well they all went to jail and tore the assholes up and the cops let them go a day later for self protection and made Marilyn get them all out before anyone got whiff of that .

Her children protect the grandmother from being shot by her grand son for she was protecting her son from the wife and son wanting money for drugs and then Jason got shot and almost did not make it. He then got surgery on one bullet to then a day later went in and they took out of the inflammation of his side to find he had another bullet in him and he got led poisoning.

June

The boys move to Italy so they can create a love nest for Jason and I when we get married and all was well until crazy stuff happened to them . All four boys getting hit by a car and her first grandson being in a coma and then finding her son has a blood clot and the only reason why he did not die was because of a tumor. Then her son Jason not telling her he did a quick pay loan on both houses hers and the mothers that she owns and put her almost out of a house for he was in such bad shape that Jason could not be there to handle this

July

Grandson woke up and her three sons are doing well Jason gives up on life and our love for he has cancer and does not want to be a burden on me or any of them. Her mother going through eye surgery. Her daughter giving birth and finding out a week later there is something wrong with both of them. The other place she was in had mold so both of them got it bad and so did her other half. She starts rumors with the sister Vicki that start pissin Marilyn off. Saying that she took money from her daughter and literally Vicki went off on Marilyn before she could. Then threatened her for she would never see her grand daughter again for she has been taking care of Maria’s oldest child and made her give her adopting her. Then on top of that she was going around Marilyn’s back to get money off of anyone she could so she could leave asap and move without Marilyn knowing where she moved to. On top of that Vicki was known to have cheated on Marilyn’s ex husband and had a baby almost by the man she was married too. Then she realized that her sister was pure evil. So Vicki kicked her daughter Lizzy out who had been paying a car that Vicki then took away and was making her pay for it. On top of that Vic a cousin was found doing drugs and gambling to the point the man literally is screwing his business over for she was working for him but helping him out and then the business was getting down and was weirdly missing a lot of money so Nana came down to help fix that. He had been stealing money from his own company for gambling and drugs. Marilyn was pissed off and well Nana took care of it by riding his ass.

August 22, 2009

Her electric and water was being screwed with she had a 800.00 bill that she tried to pay in full and fell short and so I helped her and now I am backed up on bills so as soon as I get back on track I am not giving money away again. She worked it off by driving me to work and drs and more. So it was not like I was not helpful it was just not useful for me for I helped her out. Her sister would not pay her back what she owes and the mother took her sister’s side. The mother had a heartattack. So she disowned Marilyn but came to see her anyways.

Lizzy moved to Marilyn’s house and got rides with her and got a car and was getting ready for college and went on her way. Then you have Vicki banning Marilyn from seeing her granddaughter and Marilyn owned her house. SO she was not paying rent and was not taking care of lizzy and so she got her son to get her to leave the house and move someone where else so she can sell the house. Since her mother and Vicki were started shit. Maria of course was on vicki’s side and she actually had a home that she was trying to sell without her brothers and sisters knowledge from the father the father gave it to them to vacation and lo and behold Vicki was trying to get the money on the house so she could leave and use the money with maria henceforth why she did that. Bernard had to come here and fix that for the house had to get not sold and was meant for Candice another sister. A few weeks later bam something happened to Maria with the old landlords trying to get more money out of them and the landlord never got the moldy carpets out of the apartment and let them suffer in it. SO she had to get out of the house and that is why she tried to sell the house so she would have money without anyone’s knowledge. Marilyn almost lost her home for the loan Jason took out did not have the paperwork for Marilyn to prove to them that one she has the house and two he paid ahead of time for four months and her house should not have even been going through.

Maria’s child and her were not doing well at all. They went into the hospital and the grandchild and neither was doing well and where in the hospital. Finally got out this week, and all her sons and little Jason are fine except her eldest son to which she does not recognize what or who he is . Fear and not wanting to live would affect her more and well she sees that her son is now a stranger to her for he is totally not who he was four months ago. He is angered , jealous and more so giving up on us and stopped talking to me fully.

On top of that Dezzy is going to be going to her new school and needed a laptop and so I gave her one of mine. For she needed it for her school and well she has one and loves it to bits and was thrilled to get it. She was so excited her eyes lit up. Dezzy is her youngest daughter and I have been training her to get her witch out and so she is growing and so looking forward to school.

Then lizzy also is going to college so she is helping her with a car and getting her ducks in a row so she can be good with her school.

She threatened me for she thought I would harm her mother for the crap the mother had been pulling. She fears and loves her mother but she now has gotten to hate her and yet she thought I was going to harm her. I was like she has lost her mind and I was like there is no point in even talking to her at all.

Jason having a blood clot removed and part of the cancer removed and him ending up with seizures and a heart attack too. Him giving really up on life and not sure how to get him to move his body.

So all of this and then some of people wanting her dead and more have been going on more and more. Most would go insane and yes I have prayed many days a week and since all of the crap started. So I have been her therapist for she feels that I am the only one she can trust. And well she is truly needing peace of mind as I am too.

So can I say much no this is all in a matter of months and her world is filled with drama and more. I get sucked in for she vents to me and well she has more but I am not going to go into it my point she is going through a lot of crap.



Health

Went to get my disc released and revived and omg what a pain in the back it is and I feel like I was seriously freakin toretured. Marilyn so me looking like death warmed over and that I cried for I felt the thing huge butt needle and the shots did not help no matter how much they shot me up with pain meds. Next day I felt like a mack truck and well. Today I can barely function and well I am ready for bed..



so a very tired and poofed



Raja

yesterday and today
00:17 Aug 21 2009
Times Read: 774

Well today has been interesting to say the least



Work



Coming in from 11-800pm rocks I wish I had this schedule for the sleeping thing made me feel really good lol



My animals also liked it for the fact is they had more Raja time. I am alone at work and on break so I writing my thoughts out while they are fresh.



Okay what is it about a man that you wanted but now don’t want but now he wants you and you are like NO I am taken? He now thinks I m wanting to be chased and I had to say to him uh noooooooo means no. He was persistent through out the day and was like yeah my iPod did not help for SEX was on at the time. I find this totally annoying and I wish he would stop calling me and emailing me at work but at the same time it is like he said no to me originally so why now? I mean I don’t get it at all. Why could he not chase me uh when I wanted him and now all of the sudden you are going to hit on me that hard? And I cannot talk to Marilyn about it for she would kill him. She is my best friend and I cannot say I have spoken to her about men hitting on me like mad. Her son is in the hospital and she knows what I went through with this herfling and well I am so not happy about this. I wish I was with Jason in Italy . I would be better off. MYgod no people hitting on me or anything it would be greatttttttttttttttt. I should be like cool but it is not the ego thing. He seriously knows one I am taken and two why is he tempting me?! Knocks head on keyboard. I find this trullyyyyyyy a test of nerves. Roars



On top of that I got almost all my work done and I have at least an hour to go. I cannot just sit here and do nothing?! Sighs…



Cubical hell makes me think I work too well at my job. Worked on co workers desk and it looks good I must say with a helpful person in another department who loves decorating desks for it is fun. (she was yes blond) She explained at her high school they would fight and compete on the cheer squad and get to do teachers and principle’s rooms. So people would fight to get to do the desk and or room? I looked at her and asked her what a cheer squad is. She looked at me like I was nuts. I said I am from NY I graduated with about 5000 people. Looks at her and waits for what the heck a cheer squad does. Decorates everything to rooms to prom and such. :: Blinks :: She is young too so she was helpful helping me with the desk and all. She said we had 6 people in our high school graduate at the same time. I said wow. My eyes got huge for she laughed and said yes I lived in a small town. I was like nothing wrong with that as I held my breath. She started to talk more about cheering and such so in a half an hours time the desk looked good and I got to learn that this little lady was uh a cheerleader and on the cheer squad.



I used to sing riff ra ram son of bitch god damn hidy tidy Christ almighty ra ra shit



A few of the art students and I made black pomps and danced in unison better then the cheerleaders according to the coach and she said you all need to become popular so we can get more awards for they suck. lol I looked at her (totally in the goth mode at the time) and said we came down here to make fun of them not be them. I walked away and looked at the popular people. As she called it and I said popular people drool as you can see we are better then what they do so we don’t blend. I like being me.



The others decided to joy the team the next year and became popular lol I looked at her and said to the older ones you suck and did a dance to that by consildated. Risky yep but they were damn good at what they did. They wanted me to join but I was like uh no not here to make friends thanks. We hung out afterwards so somehow I became popular for the fact was half the team was the ones I taught and they would even ask my opinion on things which was weird considering I was not into cheering. So as I babble about my past here I guess my point was I used to tease her kind and here she was helpful and positive. I was seriously shocked so I felt I had to give her a mini gift. She looks like an mk person so I am going to make a mini gifty bag for her for she was really sweet. I misjudged the ones that were icky at school maybe? I am not sure. So I sent positive energy to them and forgiveness for I had no clue how one would be by them to me they were little rich kids with attitude. Maybe I did misjudge them who knows. I am not one to forget things but I am able to say I might have made a mistake.







The guy that said good morning to me . Smiled at me as he passed by for I was bopping to my music and he caught me in it. He thinks I am cute or something for his friend actually came over and said hello to me. I was like uh hello. I have to say I am not sure why this guy thought to say hello but he did and smiled and looked at my cubical of wacky cats and pictures.





Today

I was not amused the disc pain management thing made me feel like hospital crap is for people who are seriously damaged. Today I found I was seriously damaged and did not know it until now. Freaking bloody hell. They sedated me with about five shots for I was nervous and my heart rate was uh not normal . I was in panic mode. It is a place of more care and concern then the last place but they literally gave me five shots to calm me down?? That is a bit much isn’t it?

I felt the whole damn thing and should have gone down but did not my pain tolerance is alot. I have no clue how much until they did it.

I walked out of there fine and not groggy then I got home and fell asleep for four hours lol



uh yeah groggy

Raja

8/17
06:56 Aug 18 2009
Times Read: 777

Dreamt

Vivid dream for some reason I was the only mother who gave a darn about what the future held for my child in the sense there was this man who was killing all the mothers of the world to make the sons and daughters of God. I fought back. He looked at me and saw no fear I looked at him with his weird tattoos and his body was ripped he had a sword I had nothing in my hands so I was like calculating how to catch his blade by his swing. He looked deep into my eyes and sees I see his weakness I hit him in the shin and he punches me in the stomach. I was down on the ground and he could have killed me. He looked at me ready to swing and out of my hands Reiki symbols zapped him and I looked dead at him and pushed him away.

Then the other one was of having a child when I was 50 and I was counting how many years I might have with the child. Uh weird

Work

That was highly entertaining I asked if I had to go to the meeting on Saturday and I was like okay when Jen said she was fine with me not going then at the last minute they did plan for us to go and well the other back up went the manager did not which was nuts and then watching Christy from afar more a less looked like tens and electrotherapy were not working at all. For all of upper management was there wondering what was going on and watching her every move. I said there was something wrong with it and they did not take it seriously. Well there was and now look we rolled out something that does not work for our department at all. This is not a told you so this is a why the blank did you not take me seriously at all. The manual is literally the size of bible do they think it was going to run smoothly? Rofl

Then there is a new guy who is well dressed and works in mobility and every single woman thinks he is hot for he is sexy and well he is African American the type any woman would want . I never said I cannot look but the man said good morning to me and everyone on my team turned to me looking at me like what the hell??? How do you know him? They look at me like uh you have a man and what the heck is he saying good morning to you???? Snickers they ran their mouths for hours wondering why I had not said anything about him for they were all in a twitter to talking to the man. Who ever he is. I seem to always attract them. The hot and well dressed and I am so business causal at work I don’t try to dress up anymore. I find it weird but funny for all the cute ones say hi to me. And I get the up and down look from the area. Like what do you have that I don’t? Confidence for I can walk into the room and strut my catlike self all day and even in pain I am a feline divine. They are just divas. LOL If I had a tail they would all be freaking out for I would be worse then puss in boots in Shrek

Since I was told I was not management material. I was like you can be the managers you are supposed to be. They got a good taste of that when none of us took manager calls. Then they were looking at me like I should. I was like uh no you don’t pay me like one and you surly don’t treat me like one so kiss off. I just did the eyebrow raised. I am on lunch if you want me to take your call you will have to wait till after lunch end of story. I used to take calls and such and I was like yeah no you pay me for a rep, you got a rep end of story. That I think floored the main manager . Her jaw dropped. I just let the tens dept .handle their calls when I was at lunch. She was running around seeing we are lack of staff and yes I was on lunch and no one was available. So she had to take a call lol





Jason

Jason loved my letter so much he has his youngest brother read it to him like god knows how many times. And then his other brother read it over and over again and he said does she have a sister? Is she a freak like her? I said no she is not. Then he had his mother (Marilyn) read it too him for his eyes are blurry. I think he likes it a tad too much hehe. Marilyn looked at me and said you are a freak. I said that is nothing. She was like yeah I cannot imagine after that letter. I looked at her and said what? That was tame I can do worse. She was like uhhhhh yeah don’t you will have Bernard and Craig running for the hills. Snickers I can be a perverted human. Heck I can write poems that put men in a tizzy. It is quite funny. Oral fixation? Maybe. Who knows I just know I can make any man drool with my poems. Why? I don’t really know I guess men find it hard to believe that a woman can be that blunt and do that artistically.

Who knows it was just a weird day yesterday.



Raja

power animal
10:21 Aug 17 2009
Times Read: 780

Now I understand my great grandmother used to call me tiger bones. And my sister chicken bones. My sister is a scaredy cat sometimes. I go head on don’t care. I see this now. After finding out my power animal is of the tiger (native Indian it never made sense for we don’t have them here.) She looked at me and said something one time that made no sense till now. She said your totems are not of native lands but away from where you come from. She looked at me and gave me three native and the rest of my animal totem were not of this area USA. I did meditation and asked who my power animal is for I was feeling out of sync. Bam the white tiger. I just thought I had a fixation on them . um no. She is my totem.

Tiger : if someone is near their den and intrudes the mother tiger hunts them down and kills them does not matter if it is a human or prey. Great swimmers, protective of young, and passionate, powerful, and unpredictable.

Looks innocent what? It wasn’t me…. I am protective of my friends and family I do talk to. God forbid you touch my animals the wrong way. I get grouchy. Very very grouchy. You are better off touching a human rather than my animals the wrong way. Let me put it that way..

A roommate hurt one of my cats by burning him with wax. I kicked her out and packed all her shit up and tell her get out and give me the key thanks. She asked why. I showed her the cat and she said it was not her I said then whom your boyfriend? He backed away. I said take your stuff before I call the cops on your sorry ass and his. She looked at me like uh okay where can I go ? I said with your boyfriend since he has his own place. She looked at me like um not what I want to do. I said well better off then coming near this dwelling. She saw it in my face. I told her when she moved in the animals are demi gods you touch them you die. She looked at me and saw the look of red in my eyes. Her boyfriend took her stuff and they left. She then tried to apologize for it and I was like um no. OUT. That was the only answer I gave. Bad? Maybe. But when your black cat went through candle wax that was not something he touches and it looked like it was poured on him I got boxes and packed all her crap and was like bye peace out. My animals are my children. So me having a child oh god the world would be doomed lol.

Then I asked what my purpose is in life? I got a mother to all. I looked at myself and thought uh problem cannot have children so how am I supposed to be a mother to all? Adoption is an expensive thing and well I would rather just adopt Jason jr and not go there. One is enough I think lol

I am healer but that is not in my power animal which makes me think okay this is not about healing. Motherhood? Looks at self uh I think I need to re meditated on that and did got it worse and saw animals giving birth feeding them and more. O.o

Why could it not have been fireflies or something?! I love tigers don’t get me wrong but I am really not always a tiger. Or maybe I am and never saw it that way? Explains when I wear the tiger shirt that the people look at me differently. Lol yeah I have a tiger shirt men drool women run to their men. Heck this weekend I was walking in jeans no make up and my music on. A cop car almost hit his girlfriend looking at me backing away from her. Lol The woman did not want to leave till I passed so she stayed there till I passed walking by. I have a walk so I am told. She gave me a look like bitch. I looked directly at her in my shirt and smiled. I was like I look like crap and your man wants me lol that is hilarious. And you are just jealous wow! I watched them as I walked the corner he stopped at the stop sign and she was going then saw he was watching me walking across the street and almost got into an accident she stopped dead in her driving and looked at him and then looked at me..

I never had such an ego boost before that was a first I must say. Yawns okay I am catty never mind



purrs Raja

Yesterday
08:59 Aug 16 2009
Times Read: 787




Learned patience is really not a strong point.

Okay so I waited for a package for a belated birthday gift yesterday and wow it was really cool why? My friend Sallye got me an interactive Italian learning tool. It has a dvd a 5 cd set and pc stuff that I can take tests on and I will be repeat a few times. Tried a test and realized yeah need to figure out how to learn this and work it well. It goes from elementary to basic language which is really cool. I was surprised home much there is on this package.. So I will be teaching myself how to speak it on a level I think I can d. So at least I will have some knowledge of how to speak it when I o over there. I tried it for 25 minutes and wanted to cry lol I failed big time so I am starting from scratch over again.

Then walked to see Shauna and Katherine. She is soooo adorable and cute and wow most adorable. She does not know what to make of me for I am not over a lot. I walked there and sweated a lot. I paid my respects to Boowie’s grave since he pasted and so do her cat passed on as well. So we buried them together Last year. I put stones there every time I visit and someone watched me do it yesterday which I did not care. Boowie was my guardian and companion for 22 years. He was my baby and always will be. Astrally he is still there and a protector to Jason until Marilyn fixes the crap going on with her elders. She is going to have to go to Italy at least every weekend for the next month. So she is going to be broke for awhile. I am hoping this darkness into the abyss they have astrally will stop. For the six of the elders that haunt Jason in his dreams and have been hurting him badly and may go away . And may help his healing process . Which I am grateful she is doing it. Anyways Shuna an dI have been working on our own lives and we cannot get together and get our paths to come and visit. So I made the effort in hopes that we can communicate. She and I spoke of her world the child Katherine and then her work. I barely could believe that is all she has done she totally fell off the planet which I get but damn the woman and I used to hang out all the time and do things and well we have not since she is so focused and wont take the baby out much. Hell I could barely talk to her about my world and how I am doing. So I listened to her and let her bask in her baby and her world. She is seriously focused on that only. Which kills the friendship thing unless I have a child then we could probably play with the children and such. But I see I am loosing the connection we once had.

On another subject. Little man (Jason junior has been really astrally expanding and growing stronger. Since he was in serious fear of loosing me like his father and such I realized that the little one needed a letter and well encouragement that nothing is going to happen. I gave Bernard a letter for little Jason with Bernard to teach Mala beads and prayers to Jason for he will need it to calm himself down. I said you need to show him how to a verdja ( thunder or lightening bolt) for protection and to work one with it. I also sent him my bodhi beads for him to pray with. I gave Bernard a pair that I got from a Buddhist monk that is made of seven jade stone and I have had for 15 years for the man has been reading the letters to Jason and he also has reread the perverted one over and over again for Jason. Which is crazy that Jason likes that one best of all. He got inspired to get better however and wants to get better now though which is a clear sign. So Jason is working on fighting the abyss and he is finally getting his cat like nature out again to the point he is a horn ball lol Maybe that was needed. I sent him pictures that I don’t show often unless I show them to the one I love and I think it worked . My friend was right. Jason cannot see at all times and so pictures and letters are hard for him and yet he realized that I am here for him even though I am not over there. But finally got my passport papers together. woohoo. Now I have to wait for money to flow to me and then I can get that out of the way. And get my ass over there to visit and see my man and my little man so they both know they’re loved and well maybe that might stir them more to healing further.

So immediate goals learn this Italian series till I can talk it fluently and focus on the Reiki like I have been.

Went to little man to see how he is and hug him astrally and he was so excited he could not believe it and I explained to him all he has to do is be there and I am. I explained last night I was being away from him for I did not want the elders to find out you are my weakness. He looked at me and I explained to him you are someone I would protect. I smiled you and I have the same gifts since I claimed you as my child he noticed it too. He just hugged me and was not moving he thought I was not loving him anymore. I said no not even close it was to protect you from the evil I have been fighting in your fathers room. Nightly and mornings too. He realized that I was right to what I said. He also realized he wanted to help. Even though he is ten years old he really has gone through enough but I showed him to shift and then to beam light we went over to Jason’s room and burned light through out the room. The elders looked at me and the child as a threat. One of them got too close to him so I threw little man on the bed with his father and growled something fierce and she saw I was not happy and pounced her and scratched at her the others where in fear for their lives and so they left with a half mangled one. I licked bowie for staying at his post for the bed at his feet is where he has stayed. Little man stayed on one side and I stayed on the other side and we just snuggled. Sent Reiki to both of them and woke up.

Walked Leo and was sweating to death for the humidity sucks right now. If it could only rain that would be great. Like all day and non stop that would be perfect. For once I got home from waling him I sweated like a human cannot sweat unless you worked ou for five hours which was not the case.

To the showers I go



hehe



Raja

8/15
09:16 Aug 15 2009
Times Read: 789

Work

Management is dumb enough said.

Home

Cleansed my house and finished the three day purging. I have been releasing a lot of crap and I am very glad to get rid of it all.Made bath for self with basil, lavender, rosemary, rose, holy water ,Florida water, daisies and a carnations really relaxing. Cleansed the house with the herbal bath and then took it to a new level and bathed me the dog and the cat not at the same time but most definitely we all smell the same. I fell asleep and felt tired and slept for four hours. Very deep and peaceful! The animals smell good too hehehe.

Jason Jr

My little one saw astrally the apartment needed to be cleansed and two weeks ago freaked out thinking he was going to loose me and Jason. My heart broke. I was like no he wont. The grandmother had to talk to her grandson for three hours. So I wrote him and explained to him why astrally I was not going to him and such like I do for I did not want him harmed by what Jason is and yes every time I do visit he has crap all around his room. So I went last night and he was thrilled to see me. He thought I did not love him anymore and I was like hell no my little man it is not that at all. I just have been busy fighting off crap from Jason. And I did not want it to come to you. So we went into the room together cleared his room and snuggled with Jason. I think that was the first time Jason realized we were there. Which was cool. Since my little one is going to be my son I had given him one of my thunderbolts and a mala set that his uncle shall show him how to use. Since he too is in Italy..

Jason

Since I have a protector at his feet that wont leave his side and me clearing the room nightly I am noticing his head trauma is getting better. So I have been Reiking him different and seeing so far he has not had a seizure this week at all . Drs and health stuff

PCOS diet is balancing my brain I think. Less bothers me and I have to say I have way too much energy now lol.

Had blood tests and more yesterday to check how I am doing and what has been going on. Checking my cancerous cells and stuff too. I have not had it in an over year so far but they are still checking me for it is known in our family. Pcos does not happen to help either. LOL So they are checking my hormones and more. Woohoo. Next week I get to be a lab rat for my back another weird factor that is for sure.

They are druging me at a hospital to do something like a spinal tap to see if it will help my dsics and bone spur pain in my spine. Better then surgery so it is the option I am taking.



That is all right now that is my world.



Purrs



Raja

8/13
10:50 Aug 13 2009
Times Read: 793

Work

What where they thinking? not much that is for sure. Cubical hell I was appointed a back up and another co worker and I were put into training for a 5 hour meeting and wow I had no clue what the frick they were talking about and I am a back up for all kinds of people but damn no one backs me up when I am gone… I was like okay this is different and was like the systems for our area test wise failed and well I was like we need to test It out and try again if this thing is out on Monday!

I just don’t get management for just dropping the bomb on me when I was blind sided and have not gotten my own work caught up. We are under staffed and we are working four peoples jobs now mine has gotten to five go figure. No raise involved but sure as hell got another hat to work in. WHY? I am chalking it up to me being here everyday unless doctors are not involved.

Health

I am going to a dr and blood tests all day on Friday and so I am very happy that I am getting that crap out of the way. They test my hormones out when a year comes up. To make sure I don’t get cancer again and I have to say I am also healing my PCOS through Reiki so it is getting better between meds , reiki and diet. I have more energy and I am balanced and much more calm.

Home

I got a priest and priestess to cleanse my house , my animals and me and well I have to say I am glad they did it.For I do it normally but this is a different thing so they did it well. I had peaceful animals and my home felt calmer and I was very peaceful which was cool.

They are surprised how many alters I have and how many gods I have . They have never felt an apartment that is full of power and yet . I only use it for good and not to other things. For when they did my reading and sad you are innocent to the sins of others. They come to you and they leave it not intending to . But they do. They looked at my bedroom and asked why I have alters in my bedroom and I said for this is my inner sanctum. They looked at me like why don’t you want them outside your room.? I said for this is where peace prevails.

They were like so you have not had sex in awhile. I said not in this apartment. There is no point. I live like a monk . Jason is in Italy and I am here so sex is out of the question. They just looked at me like okay you are a serious child of Oggun. I looked at them and said okay. They saw my sword and my blades all over the place and they just looked at me and said wow to them selves. I smiled and just let them move on and they felt the clearing but he saw I saw things so he asked and I said I think I saw Oggun and a white horse and I saw two of my guardians. He said why did you feel the need to smile? I smiled for I felt warm fuzzes when you worked out on my back the negative feeling left . I woke up this morning and smiled which was a cool sign. Other then that I feel relaxed and peaceful. Which is cool.

Jason

He has had seizures and they got bad for he had a heart attack. The poor man has gone through so much he needs to be okay. He is only 32 he should not have that when he is that healthy normally. I worry of course but send him prayers and love and reiki day and night I pray that he heals himself and stops giving up but I cannot say I don’t understand with all he has gone through he is my strong warrior man still. I love him dearly.. But it is in god’s timing and god’s hands. I cannot do much but pray and hope that he does get better. Without being there and healing him I have no real way of getting to the core roots for I have never touched him. I have pictures but there is more strength in being there is all,.

Leo

is doing better slowly eating again and not chewing on his tail . It actually is not blood red yeah!



Marilyn

Is her normal burn out self and well after seeing the guy I saw in my dreams of her killing I realized she needs to be more calm but not in my home for I dont need more of the family's bad juju. She was insulted that I did not want her in my home and wanted to be there for the cleansing of the house but I was like uh no. It is because you are here that I am having these issues. I love her to bits but if I said that she pobably kill me too. The way she is she is wired for sound a ticking time bomb.



Other then that my readers I am calm and peaceful

Raja

This is why people need to stay off crack
06:33 Aug 11 2009
Times Read: 805

well im still weak but i am geting strunger

sorry if i got it wrong but after all this time

it takes a lot to keep abody a live



On 05:35:00 Aug 11 2009 (-0 GMT) rajakitty wrote:



eyebrow raised no

tilts head

work on your skills and get back to me on that one



On 05:33:42 Aug 11 2009 (-0 GMT) dracula wrote:



a shape shifter



On 05:32:28 Aug 11 2009 (-0 GMT) rajakitty wrote:



if you are vampire you can feel what I am so what am I?



On 05:31:23 Aug 11 2009 (-0 GMT) dracula wrote:



no what are you



On 05:30:19 Aug 11 2009 (-0 GMT) rajakitty wrote:



what do I feel like?



On 05:28:14 Aug 11 2009 (-0 GMT) dracula wrote:



then what are you ?



On 05:25:13 Aug 11 2009 (-0 GMT) rajakitty wrote:



I am not of your kind

nor do I like the taste of humans

so my apologies but I think you have me mixed up with someone else...



On 05:21:21 Aug 11 2009 (-0 GMT) dracula wrote:



i am saying humens have steped out of line for the

last time it is time to show humens how much better

we are .









attack humens



On 05:14:28 Aug 11 2009 (-0 GMT) rajakitty wrote:



okay I m not even sure what you mean there please explain



On 04:58:47 Aug 11 2009 (-0 GMT) dracula wrote:



i will not stand for it and i have told the cavrn to give the orders to attack the humen's untell they obay

us in fear once agen



On 04:53:44 Aug 11 2009 (-0 GMT) rajakitty wrote:



okay how so?



On 04:52:07 Aug 11 2009 (-0 GMT) dracula wrote:



it is never a good thing when the cavern awakens me



On 04:50:35 Aug 11 2009 (-0 GMT) rajakitty wrote:



ohhhhh okay so you are just awakened

good to know

congrats



On 04:45:01 Aug 11 2009 (-0 GMT) dracula wrote:



the cavern has awakend me a week ago



On 04:37:00 Aug 11 2009 (-0 GMT) rajakitty wrote:



Hello



eyebrow raised



and how old are you?



On 04:33:57 Aug 11 2009 (-0 GMT) dracula wrote:



hello my child

ramese II world
12:49 Aug 09 2009
Times Read: 808

Horus name: Kanakht Merymaat

Nebty name: Mekkemetwafkhasut

Golden Falcon name: Userrenput-aanehktu

Prenomen: Usermaatre-setepenre

Nomen: Ramesses (meryamun)













Wives, Sons, Daughters, Courtiers



Queen-Mother Mut-Tuy





Parents and family: Ramesses II was the son of King Seti I and Queen Mut-Tuy. Ramesses is shown on a stela behind Seti I as the crown-prince. Ramesses had an older sister named Tia. Tia married a treasurer who was also named Tia, and this couple was buried in the necropolis of Saqqara, close to the tomb of Horemheb. Ramesses likely had another sister named Henutmire, and she became one of the wives of Ramesses.

Ramesses' name is sometimes written as Ramessu or Ramses.





Tia and Tia shown sailing to Abydos.











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Wives:

1. Nefertari Meryetmut ("Beautiful companion, beloved of Mut")

Titles: Great of Praises (wrt-hzwt), Sweet of Love (bnrt-mrwt), Lady of Grace (nbt-im3t), Great King’s Wife (hmt-niswt-wrt), Great King’s Wife, his beloved (hmt-niswt-wrt meryt.f), Lady of The Two Lands (nbt-t3wy), Lady of all Lands (hnwt-t3w-nbw), Wife of the Strong Bull (hmt-k3-nxt), God’s Wife (hmt-ntr), Mistress of Upper and Lower Egypt (hnwt-Shm’w-mhw)

Principal queen during the early years of the reign of Ramesses II. She appears in scenes at the Ramesseum and apparently had a chapel dedicated to her (joint with the Queen-Mother Tuya). Ramesses II had a temple at Abu Simbel dedicated to Nefertari and Hathor. Nefertari is depicted twice on the facade of this smaller temple. Her images are the same size as the images of her husband. She died sometime after year 24 and was buried in QV 66 in the Valley of the Queens. She was the mother of the Princes Amen-hir-kepesh-ef, Prehirwenemef, Meryatum, Meryre and the Princesses Merytamen and Henuttawy. Sometimes thought to be the mother of the Princesses Bakmut, Nefertari and Nebettawy as well.





Queen Nefertari shown in her tomb in the Queen's Valley. The Hathor temple at Abu Simbel, dedicated to Queen Nefertari.







2. Isetnofret (I) ("Isis, the Beautiful")

Titles: Hereditary Princess (iryt-p`t), Great of Praises (wrt-hzwt), King’s Mother (mwt-niswt), Mistress of the entire Two Lands (hnwt-t3wy-tm), King’s Wife (hmt-nisw), Great King’s Wife (hmt-niswt-wrt)

This queen did not play as prominent a role as Nefertari, but is depicted on some stela in upper egypt. Her sons include the Princes Ramesses, Khaemwaset, and Merenptah. Merenptah mentions that he was born in Heliopolis, hence Isetnofret must have spent some time in the Delta. Her daughters include Bintanath and Isetnofret. Isetnofret may also be the mother of prince Sety and princess Nebettawy (although the latter is also often mentioned as a daughter of Queen Nefertari. It is not known where Queen Isetnofret was buried. Some think she may be buried in the Valley of the queens, but it is also suggested that her tomb may be located at Saqqara.





Ramesses with his second wife Isetnofret, their daughter Bint'Anath and son Khaemwaset.



At the bottom of the stela we see the princes Merneptah and Ramesses. (from a stela at Gebel-el Silsila)

(Based on a drawing by Lepsius)





3. Bint-anath, ("Daughter of Anath")

Titles: Hereditary Princess, the great first one (iryt-p`t-tpit-wrt), Lady of The Two Lands (nbt-t3wy), Great King’s Wife (hmt-niswt-wrt), Mistress of Upper and Lower Egypt (hnwt-Shm’w -mhw), King’s Daughter (s3t-niswt), King’s Sister (snt-niswt)

The eldest daughter of Ramesses and Queen Isetnofret was raised to the position of great royal wife as early as year 22.









Bint-Anath as show in her tomb in the Queen's Valley. On the right the daughter of Bint-Anath. (After a drawing by Lepsius)







Bint-Anath (left) and Merytamun (right) in Luxor.

(Photographs by Sesen)





4. Meryetamen, ("Beloved of Amun")

Titles: Hereditary Princess, the great first one (iryt-p`t-tpit-wrt), Lady of The Two Lands (nbt-t3wy), Great King’s Wife (hmt-niswt-wrt), Mistress of Upper and Lower Egypt (hnwt-Shm’w -mhw), King’s Daughter (s3t-niswt), King’s Daughter, his beloved (s3t-niswt-mryt.f), King’s Sister (snt-niswt)

A daughter of Ramesses and Queen Nefertari was raised to the position of great royal wife as early as year 24.









Princess-Queen Merytamen as depicted in her tomb in the Valley of the Queens. (L)

(Based on a drawing by Lepsius) and in the temple at Akhmin (R)

(Photograph by Sesen)



5. Nebettawy. ("Lady of the Two Lands")

Titles: Lady of The Two Lands (nbt-t3wy), Great King’s Wife (hmt-niswt-wrt), Mistress of Upper and Lower Egypt (hnwt-Shm’w -mhw), King’s Daughter (s3t-niswt), King’s Daughter of his body, his beloved (s3t-niswt-nt-kht.f-mryt.f)

Another daughter of Ramesses who was raised to the position of great royal wife. She served much later in the reign of Ramesses than her older sisters.









Princess-Queen Nebettawy depicted in her tomb in the Valley of the Queens.

(Based on a drawing by Lepsius)









6. Maathor-neferure, ("One who sees Horus, Beauty of Re")

Titles: Great King’s Wife (hmt-niswt-wrt), Mistress of the Two Lands (hnwt-t3wy), Daughter of the Great Ruler of Hatti.

She was the daughter of the Hittite King Hattusilis and Queen Puduheba. Married Ramesses in year 34. Her Hittite name is not known. She was apparently given the name Maat-hor-neferure upon her marriage to Ramesses II. Had a daughter named Neferure. She first lived at the royal palace at Pi-Ramesse. Records indicate that Maathorneferure later lived in the royal harem at Mi-wer (Gurob). There is a small (broken) statue of her next to the knee of Ramesses.









Maathorneferure and her father Hattusilis in Egypt. (Based on a drawing by Lepsius)





7. Henutmire. ("The Lady is like Re")

Titles: Lady of The Two Lands (nbt-t3wy), Great King’s Wife (hmt-niswt-wrt), Mistress of Upper and Lower Egypt (hnwt-Shm’w -mhw), King’s Daughter of his body, his beloved (s3t-niswt-nt-kht.f-mryt.f)

Henutmire is thought by some to be a sister of Ramesses II, others believe her to be a daughter or even grand-daughter of the King. A princess Henutmire is depicted on the side of the Vatican statue of the Queen-Mother Tuya. Henutmire is also depicted on statues from Heliopolis, Hermopolis and mentioned on her sarcophagus.

Some have speculated that Henutmire was the daughter of Princess-Queen Meryetamun and Ramesses. She seems to have become Queen fairly late in the reign of Ramesses II. Possibly after year 38.











Henutmire on a statue of Ramesses II (now in the Alexandria museum)



8. [Second Hittite Princess] - no Egyptian name survives, although in later records she is referred to as Bentresh. A younger sister of Maathorneferure. According to Tyldesley Ramesses married this second daughter 10 years after the marriage to Maathorneferure, i.e. in year 44.



9. Sutererey who was the mother of Prince Ramses-Siptah.





The Temple at Abu Simbel







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His children:

A lot has been made of the fact that Ramses had so many children. He was also the first king of the New Kingdom to show this large number of offspring. Because of the inscriptions on temple walls it is possible to reconstruct a partial list of children for Ramses. We know a bit more about the eldest children of the king and where possible some biographical information has been added.









Pocession of Sons at the Ramesseum below scenes showing Ramesses before Amun, Mut and Ptah.

As well as Ramesses in the company of Horus(?) and Thoth.



(Photo by Sesen)











Sons:

1. Amen-hir-kepesh-ef / Seth-hir-kepesh-ef: ("Amun / Seth is with his strong arm") Fanbearer on the King’s Right hand, Hereditary Prince, Royal Scribe, Generalissimo (of his Majesty), Senior and Bodily King’s Son, beloved of him. The Eldest son of Ramses and Nefertari. Changed his name early in the reign from Amenhirwenemef to Amen-hir-kepeshef, and changed it again (to Sethhikopshef) around year 20. There is some speculation that he was known as Amenhirkopshef in the north and Sethhikopshef in the south. He was involved in the correspondence with the Hittites after the peace treaty. He apparently died around year 25. There is an ostracon mentioning a wife named Nefertari and a son named Sety. Likely buried in KV5

2. Ramsesses: ("Born of Re") Fanbearer on the King’s Right hand, Royal Scribe, Generalissimo (of the Lord of the Two Lands), Bodily King’s Son, beloved of him Son of Ramses and Isetnofret. Heir to the throne from year 25 to year 50. Buried in KV5.







Sons depicted at Abu Simbel. On the left a prince from the smaller temple.

On the right a prince from the great temple.





3. Prehirwenemef: ("Re is with his strong arm") Fanbearer on the King’s Right hand, 1st Lieutenant of the Army, King’s Son of his Body, Master of the Horses, First charioteer of His Majesty. Son of Ramses and Nefertari. Depicted in the triumph that followed Kadesh. On a Karnak statue base there is mention of a woman named Wadjyt-kha’ti.











Amenhirkhepeshef, Ramesses, and Prehirwenemef at the Ramesseum

(Photo by Sesen)



4. Khaemwaset: ("Appearing in Thebes") King’s Son of his Body, Sem-Priest of Ptah, The Sem-priest controlling all clothing, High Priest of Ptah in Memphis, Executive at the Head of the Two Lands. Son of Ramses and Isetnofret. Crown Prince from year 50 to 55. One of the best known sons of Ramses. Known as one of the first archeologists. He was famous in ancient Egypt, and later featured as the hero Setne-Khaemwese in a cycle of stories written in the Late/Ptolemaic times. From documents and inscriptions Khaemwaset is known to have had two sons: Prince Ramesses (a sem-priest of Ptah) and Prince Hori (later High Priest of Ptah) and a daughter named Isetnofret. The name of Khaemwaset's wife (or wives) is not known to us. His grand-son Hori, son of HPM Hori later served as Vizier well into the 20th dynasty.

Link to Khaemwaset Page



5. Mentu-hirkepeshef: ("Montu is with his strong arm") King’s Son of his Body, Master of the Horses, First Charioteer of his father, Royal Scribe. Also known from a Statue from Bubastis. He is called Mentu-hir-wenemef in an inscription from Luxor.

Mentu-hirkhepeshef was present at the battle of Kadesh in year 5 and the Battle of Dapur in year 10.









Khaemwaset and Mentuhirkhepeshef at Luxor

(Photo by yuti)





6. Nebenkhurru: King’s Son of his Body, Troopcommander. Prince Nebenkhurru was present at the battle of Kadesh and at a battle in the North (Qode).





7. Meryamun: ("Beloved of Amun") King’s Son of his Body. Also known as Ramesses-Meryamun. Present during the triumph after the battle of Qadesh, and the siege of the Syrian city of Dapur in year 10. Buried in KV5, where remains of his canopic jars were found.









Sons 3 to 7 at the Ramesseum (from right to left).

I.e. Prehirwenemef, Khaemwaset, Mentuhirkhepeshef, Nebenkhurru, and Meryamun.

(Photo by Sesen)





8. Amenemwia / Sethemwia: ("Amun / Seth in the divine barque") King’s Son of his Body. Present at the battle of Kadesh, siege of Dapur in year 10 and the siege of Qode (in Naharina in the North). Named Sethemwia at the town gate of Amara (in Nubia).



9. Sety: King’s Son of his Body, First Officer of his father. His name is spelled Sutiy in his funerary equipment. Present during the triumph after the battle of Qadesh, and the siege of the Syrian city of Dapur in year 10. Buried in KV5, where two of his canopic jars were found. His tomb was inspected in year 53.



10. Setepenre: ("Chosen of Re") King’s Son of his Body. Present at the siege of the city of Darfur (yr.10). A doorway from Qantir (later usurped by son no. 39 Ramesses-Sethemnakht) lists Setepenre as the hereditary prince and count, real King’s son, beloved of him.



11. Meryre I: ("Beloved of Re") King’s Son of his Body. Son of Ramses and Nefertari. Present at the Battle of Kadesh (year 5) and the Siege of Qode (in Naharina). Depicted twice on the façade of the Hathor temple in Abu Simbel.



12. Horhirwenemef: ("Horus is strong with his arm") King’s Son of his Body. Shown presenting prisoners to his father after the Battle of Kadesh. He was present at the siege of Qode (in Naharina), as depicted in Luxor.



13. Merenptah: ("Beloved of Ptah") Hereditary Prince, King’s Son of his Body, Eldest King’s Son, Executive at the Head of the Two Lands., Generelissimo, Royal Scibe, Superintendant of the Seal. On a naophorous kneeling statue he is listed as Director for the Gods, Heir of Geb, Controller and Superintendant of his throne, Royal Scribe and Generalissimo, Senior King’s Son Ramessses-Merneptah. Son of Ramses and Isetnofret. Heir to the throne and for all intent and purpose regent during the last 10 years of his father’s reign. He became Generalissimo after year 50 and Heir to the throne in year 55



14. Amenhotep: ("Amun is pleased") King’s Son of his Body. Shown running and presenting prisoners to his father in a scene in Luxor.



15. Itamun: (or Ioti-Amun): ("Amun is the father") King’s Son of his Body. A letter from The superintendant of Cattle, Sunero to prince Khaemwaset mentions Prince Ioti-Amun. Khaemwaset had given an order: “Let search be made of these retainers the King’s Son Ioti-Amun, who are in the district of Ninsu (Heracleopolis), and they shall be made to name their companions (accomplices?)”. Further on in the letter Sunero writes: “Now, I reached the district of Ninsu and found the retainer of the General, Piay, along with Qenhirkhopshef, retainer of the King’s Son, Ioti-Amun, and they brought them back, 6 men of them, who had been in the prison of the son of the Chief of the Treasury. They pressed on southward to seize the others.”



16. Meryatum: ("Beloved of Atum") King’s Son of his Body, High Priest of Re in Heliopolis. There are statues of Meryatum in Berlis that list his titles as: Hereditary Prince and Count, Chief of the Seers in the mansion of the Phoenix (Bennu-bird), bodily King’s Son, beloved of him, Chief of Seers. Other titles mentioned: Setem-priest in the Horizon of Eternity, Eyes of the King at the head of his Two Lands, pure of hands in the House of Re, Charioteer of his father the victorious King, Horus Falcon, Beloved of Maat.

Son of Ramses and Nefertari according to the inscription on one of the Berlin Statues. Apparently visited the Sinai during the second decade of his father’s reign. He served as high priest for about 20 years. He was either buried in the Queens Valley or in KV5.





17. Neb(en)taneb: ("Lord of all lands") King’s Son of his Body



18. Meryre II: ("Beloved of Re") King’s Son of his Body



19. Amenemopet: ("Amun with the Opet feast") King’s Son of his Body



20. Senakhtenamen: ("Amun gives him strength") King’s Son of his Body. Mentioned in Abydos.



21. Ramesses-Merenre: ("Born of Re, beloved of Re") King’s Son of his Body



22. Thutmose: ("Born of Thoth") King’s Son of his Body



23. Simentu : ("Son of Montu") King’s Son of his Body. He married Iryet, the daughter of Benanath, A Syrian ship’s captain. An ostracon records: Year 42, 4th month of Peret, day (1), of the King of S & N Egypt, Uimare Setepenre, Son of Re, Ramesses II, god, Ruler of Heliopolis, LPH. Iryt, daughter of the ship’s captain Ben-‘Anath, the wife of the King’s Son Si-Montu who is in charge of the (irrigated) terrain of the Estate of Usimare Stepenre, LPH in Memphis.



24. Mentuemwaset: ("Montu in Thebes") King’s Son of his Body



25. Siamun: ("Son of Amun") King’s Son of his Body



26. Ramesses-Siptah: ("Born of Re, Son of Ptah") King’s Son of his Body. Probably the son of Sutererey. Mentioned on a statue in the Louvre. On another relief in the Louvre, a Lady follows a prince. The prince is identified as King’s Son Ramesses Siptah and his mother as the Royal Wife Suteriroy





Further sons include:

27. Ramesses Si-Atum. ("Born of Re, Son of Atum") King’s Son of his Body, his beloved. Mentioned in Abydos.

28. Mentu-en-heqau. King’s Son of his Body, his beloved. Mentioned in Abydos.,

29. Mery-mentu. ("Beloved of Montu") King’s Son of his Body, his beloved. Mentioned in Abydos.

30. […]-Montu. King’s Son of his Body, his beloved. Mentioned in Abydos.

31. [?Me]r-Pre. ("Beloved of Re?") King’s Son of his Body, his beloved. Mentioned in Abydos.

32. Meryty-mi-re. King’s Son of his Body, his beloved. Mentioned in Abydos.

33. Ramesses-Userkhepesh. ("Born of Re, Strong of Sword (?)") King’s Son of his Body, his beloved. Mentioned in Abydos.

34. Ramesses Mery-Setekh. ("Born of Re, Beloved of Sutekh") King’s Son of his Body, his beloved. Mentioned in Abydos and in the Ramesseum.

35. Ramesses Si-Khepri. ("Born of Re, Son of Khepri") King’s Son of his Body, his beloved. Mentioned in Abydos.

36. Ramesses-Merymaat. ("Born of Re, Beloved of Maat") King’s Son of his Body, his beloved. Mentioned in Abydos.

37. Ramesses-Meryastarte. ("Born of Re, Beloved of Astarte") King’s Son of his Body, his beloved. Mentioned in Abydos.

38. Mahiranat. King’s Son of his Body, his beloved. Mentioned in the Ramesseum.

39. Sethemnakhte. King’s Son of his Body, his beloved. Mentioned in the Ramesseum.

40. Geregtawi. ("Peace of the Two Lands") King’s Son of his Body, his beloved. Mentioned in the Ramesseum.

41. Shepsemiunu. King’s Son of his Body, his beloved. Mentioned in the Ramesseum.

42. Astarte-hir-wenemef. ("Astarte is strong with his arm") King’s Son of his Body, his beloved. Mentioned in the Ramesseum.

43. Suty King’s Son, mentioned on Ostracon from Cairo.

44. Ramesses-Payotnetjer King’s Son, mentioned on Ostracon from Cairo.

45. Ramesses-Maatptah. ("Born of Re, Who sees Ptah (?)") Known from papyri written by his servant Meryiotef (Papyrus 366 and 367 from Leiden)

46. Ramesses Neb-weben. This prince was buried in the Fayum in the sarcophagus of his great-grandfather, the Vizier Paramessu (the later Pharaoh Ramesses I).

47. Ramesses-Userpehty, Bodily King’s Son, beloved of him, divine offspring that came forth from the divine limbs. This prince is mentioned on a column base and plaque from Memphis.

48. Ramesses Sethirkhepeshef. ("Born of Re, Seth is strong with his arm") Probably identical with Prince Amenhirkhepeshef. Mentioned in an ostracon from year 53, mentioning his wife Nefertari and his son Sety.

49. Sethirkhepeshef

50. Usermaatre: Known from Karnak: Royal Statuary; Schist statue CGC 42,140

Belt: Usermaatre, Image of Re.

Kilt’s front: Good God, Lord of Both Lands, Usermaatre Setepenre, Bodily Son of Re, Lord of Crowns, Ramesses II, forever.

Front of knee: Usermaatre

Rear:

Throne right: The Hereditary Princess, greatly [favored, sweet of lo]ve, Mistress of the South and North, fair of face, beauteous with the Twin Plumes, Mistress of all lands, Great Royal Wife, his beloved, Lady of the Two Lands, great in love, Nefertari Meryetmut, may she live.

Throne left: Hereditary Prince, Fanbearer on the King’s Right Hand, Real King’s Scribe, his beloved, divine seed that came forth from the Strong Bull, bodily King’s Son, dear to him, Generalissimo, Usermaatre, justified.











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Daughters:









A procession of princesses from Abu Simbel.

From right to left: Bintanath, Bakmut, Nefertari, Merytamun, Nebettawy, Isetnofret, Henuttawy, Werenro, Nedjemmut.

(After a line-drawing by Lepsius)







This list is based on the one published by K.A. Kitchen. The first 9 princesses appear in the list at Abu Simbel, and the list from 10 - 30 based on the princess-list from Abydos (1st court, W onto N walls). Princesses 31-34 are from Luxor, and 35-38 from Medinet Habu/Ramesseum. The final princesses, 39-53, come from an ostracon from the Louvre.





1. Bintanath. ("Daughter of Anath") Eldest daughter of Ramesses and Queen Isetnofret. The first of the princesses to be raised to the position of great royal wife. Possibly as early as year 22. Bintanath is depicted in the list of princesses at Abu Simbel. She is depicted as a queen behind her mother and father on a stela from Gebel el Silsila. She is also depicted on another stela from upper egypt. In this second inscription she is depicted in the second register behind her brother Prince Ramesses and in front of her brother Merenptah. Ramesses II, Isetnofret, and Prince Khaemwaset are depicted in the top register. Bintanath was buried in QV71. In the tomb she is depicted with a daughter. See above.



2. Bakmut, ("Handmaiden of Mut") Bodily King’s Daughter, his beloved. Second daughter depicted at Abu Simbel. Possibly a daughter of Ramesses II and Queen Nefertari? Not much more is known about her.



3. Nefertari II, ("Beautiful Companion") Bodily King’s Daughter, his beloved, Chantress of Amun. Third daughter depicted at Abu Simbel and 7th at Luxor. Probably a daughter of Ramesses II and Queen Nefertari. It is possible that this princess is identical to the Nefertari who is mentioned as the wife of Prince Amen-hir-kepesh-ef and the mother of Sety.



4. Merytamun, ("Beloved of Amun")Bodily King’s Daughter, his beloved, King’s Daughter, Great Royal Wife, Lady of Both Lands, a daughter of Ramesses II and Queen Nefertari. Raised to position of great royal wife in or near year 24 when she is depicted in an inscription of the Viceroy of Nubia, Heqanakht. Merytamun is shown officiating for her mother. Large statues of Queen Merytamen are known from Akhmin and the Ramesseum. Merytamun was buried in QV68.



5. Nebettawy, ("Lady of the Two Lands")Bodily King’s Daughter, his beloved. The third of the daughters of Ramesses II to be raised to the position of great royal wife. Not much is known about her. Nebettawy appears in the list of princesses at Abu Simbel and was buried in QV60.



6. Isetnofret II, ("Isis, the Beautiful") Bodily King’s Daughter, his beloved, Chantress of Isis. Probably a daughter of Ramesses II and Queen Isetnofret. This princess may have been married to Prince Merenptah and may be the Queen depicted alongside Merenptah at Gebel el-Silsila. If so, then she is the mother of prince Seti-Merneptah. Although it is also possible that this queen of Merenptah is actually his niece Isetnofret III, the daughter of his brother Khaemwaset.



7. Henuttawy, ("Mistress of the Two Lands") Bodily King’s Daughter, his beloved. She appears in the list of princesses at Abu Simbel.



8. Werenro(or Werel), Bodily King’s Daughter, his beloved, Chantress of Amun. She appears in the list of princesses at Abu Simbel.

9. Nedjemmut, ("Sweet is Mut") Bodily King’s Daughter, his beloved. She appears in the list of princesses at Abu Simbel.



Futher daughters include:

From Abydos:

10. Qedmerut, Bodily King’s Daughter, his beloved, Chantress of Hathor. ;

11. Nebetiunet, ("Lady of Heliopolis") Bodily King’s Daughter, his beloved, Chantress of Hathor;

12. Nebetnehat.;

13. Tuya, Bodily King’s Daughter, his beloved, Chantress of Mut;

14. Hent-ah, Bodily King’s Daughter, his beloved, Chantress of Hathor, Lady of […];

15. Meryt-Sekhmet, ("Beloved of Sekhmet") Bodily King’s Daughter, his beloved, Chantress of Sekhmet;

16. Henut-iunu; ("Mistress of Dendera")

17. […] ;

18. Niubhirkhesbed;

19. Shepsy-hir-iotes, Bodily King’s Daughter, his beloved;

20. Hentmerut, Bodily King’s Daughter, his beloved;

21. Meryetmihapi, ("Beloved like Hapi") Bodily King’s Daughter, his beloved;

22. Meryetiotes B, ("Beloved of her father") Bodily King’s Daughter, his beloved;

23. Nebemiunu, Bodily King’s Daughter, his beloved;

24. Hentpahar, Bodily King’s Daughter, his beloved;

25. Henutsekhemu, ("Mistress of Powers") Bodily King’s Daughter, his beloved, Chantress of Hathor(?) ;

26. Hent-..i-sep? , Bodily King’s Daughter, his beloved;

27. Pipuy, Bodily King’s Daughter, his beloved, Chantress of Hathor-Nebt-hetepet. ;

28. Renpet-nofret, Bodily King’s Daughter, his beloved, Chantress of […];

29. Neferure, ("Beauty of Re") Bodily King’s Daughter, his beloved, Chantress of Pre

30. Meryt-netjer, ("Beloved of the god") Bodily King’s Daughter, his beloved



From Luxor:

31. Meryt-Ptah, ("Beloved of Ptah") Bodily King’s Daughter, his beloved, Chantress of Ptah;

32. […]et-nofret, Bodily King’s Daughter, his beloved, Chantress of Pre;

33. […]hab, Bodily King’s Daughter, his beloved, Chantress of Amun;

34. […]maat?





From Medinet Habu:

35.[…]u-imenes; 36.[…]; 37. […]em-merut; 38. […]em-[…]-Mut





From an Ostracon from the Louvre:

39. […], King’s Daughter;

40. […]-nofret, King’s Daughter;

41. […]taweret, King’s Daughter;

42. Henuttaneb, ("Mistress of all the Lands") King’s Daughter;

43. Tuia, King’s Daughter;

44. Henutshedeshret, King’s Daughter;

45. Hetepu-em-amun, ("Peace of Amun") King’s Daughter;

46. Nebt-iam-nedjem, King’s Daughter;

47. Henut-tamehu, ("Lady of Lower Egypt") King’s Daughter;

48. Nebetananash, King’s Daughter;

49. Sitamun, ("Daughter of Amun") King’s Daughter;

50. Tia-Sitre, ("Tia, Daughter of Re") King’s Daughter;

51. Tuia-Nebettawy, ("Tuia, Lady of the Two Lands") King’s Daughter;

52. Takhat, King’s Daughter;

53. Nubemweskhet, King’s Daughter









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Courtiers and High Ranking Officials













We also have some information about the officials who served Ramses. Here is a partial list of people who were responsible for keeping the country running. The officials are divided into army, government, etc. Some of the sons of Ramses served in official capacities and have been listed again.





Army Officials



The Sons of Ramesses:

Amenhirwenemef / Amenhikopshef / Sethhirkopshef: Generelissimo, First King’s Son, Eldest King’s Son. The Eldest son of Ramses and Nefertari. Changed his name early in the reign, and changed it again (to Sethhikopshef) around year 20. There is some speculation that he was known as Amenhirkopshef in the north and Sethhikopshef in the south. He was involved in the correspondence with the Hittites after the peace treaty. He apparently died around year 25.

Mentuhirkopshef: Master of the Horses, King’s Son of his Body.

Merenptah: Generelissimo, King’s Son of his Body, Eldest King’s Son, Executive at the Head of the Two Lands. Son of Ramses and Isetnofret. Heir to the throne and for all intent and purpose regent during the last 10 years of his father’s reign. He became Generalissimo after year 50 and Heir to the throne in year 55

Prehirwenemef: King’s Son of his Body, Master of the Horses, First charioteer of His Majesty. Son of Ramses and Nefertari. Depicted in the triumph that followed Kadesh.

Ramsesses: First Generalissimo, King’s Son of his Body, Eldest King’s Son. Son of Ramses and Isetnofret. Heir to the throne from year 25 to year 50. Buried in KV5.



Others:

Amenemonet, Chief of the Medjay, Overseer of the works on the monuments of His Majesty etc., son of Unnufer, First prophet of Amun, and Isis (Aset) , Chief of the harem of Amun.

Hatiay, Chief of the Medjay and Chief of Works. Son of the General Urihiya. Part of a tomb lintel depicts a general Hatiay (Cairo, Egyptian Museum, Temp. No. 28.5.25.1.) This may be a depiction of Hatiay, son of Urihiya? (Topological bibliography - Reliefs and Paintings by Malek)

Khay Scribe of commands of the army.

Neb-Re, real [king's scribe], beloved of him, troop-commander and superintendent of foreign lands. Known from the fortress at Zawiyet Umm el-Rakham

Nekhtmin Chief lieutenant of chariotry, etc. (TT282), son of Pennesuttaui

Panhesi, royal scribe and the great chief of the army. (from a stela at Zawiyet Umm el-Rakham)

Ramesesnakht , General. Known from statue he dedicated to his father Nasha.

Saroy, Royal Scribe of the offering table of the Lord of the Two Lands, Keeper of the royal documents in the presence (of the king), Royal Scribe and Guardian of the Mansion of the Lord of the Two Lands, Cattle Counter in the Estate of Amun, Royal Messenger to the hill country. Saroy was buried in TT223. Also featured in the tomb is Amenhotep, also called Huy, who held the title "Scribe of the Offering Table of the Lord of the Two Lands in the Estate of Amun”

Sebekhotep Great general.

Urihiya, Generallisimo, High Steward, Real King's Scribe, Wive(s): Djama, Tuy(a), Chantress of Amun.

Urihiya is known to have had at least 3 sons:1. Pehefemnufer, Scribe, Lector Priest. His sister/wife was named Satnehes.

2. Nebnehehiabsu, Lector Priest; Wife: Tanodjemet (men). They had a son named Nebenhesu, who became Superintendent of the Harim, and Thuttayefnakht.

3. Yupa, High Steward of the Lord of the Two Lands, Granary Supervisor, Steward in the Ramesseum in the domain of Amun. He married Nuhety and his son Hatiay became Chief of Works and Chief of the Medjay.

Yu[pa] Royal scribe, General







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Court Officials



Harmin Overseer of the royal apartments at Memphis, etc.

Kaemweset, Fan-bearer of the Lord of the Two Lands, and wife Renpeten(t)opet, Royal sistrum-player of (the statue of) Usermaetre-setepenre (Ramesses II) Montu in the Two Lands

Paheripedjet , Steward of the Lord of the Two Lands

Yupa, Steward, Overseer of works, Overseer of horses of the Lord of the Two Lands,etc., son of Iurokhy





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Government Officials

Viziers

Paser (TT106). Vizier of the South. Paser has a long list of titles and here are a selection of his titles as recorded on several monuments: Mouth of Nekhen and Prophet of Truth (maat), Fanbearer on the Right of the King. Festival Leader of Amun. Ruler with the bat-sceptre in the mansion of Sekhmet. High Priest of “Great-of-Magic” (refers to Neith?). Chief of Secrets in the mansion of Neith.

Son of Nebneteru called Tenri, High Priest of Amun and sem-priest in the temple of Ptah and Merytre, Chief of the Harim of Amun. Grandson of Aniy and Naia (parents of Merytre) Brother: Tatia, Steward of the temple of Maat.

Paser had monuments in Thebes (tomb), Pi-Ramesse, Tanis, Memphis, Abydos, Medamud.



Hatiay Continued from the reign of Seti I. Hatiay is known from an inscription at Giza. He is shown with Seti I adoring the Sphinx.



Nebamun, Vizier. Son of Ramose and Sheritre. Listed as a 'brother' on a monument of the High priest of Osiris Wennufer. This means he was

likely related to Rahotep I, and possibly (more distantly) to Rahotep II.



(Pa)Rahotep (I) Vizier (of the North) and said to be the son of the high priest of Osiris, To and Maianuy. Mentioned on a monument of the High Priest of Osiris, Wennufer as a 'brother' (could be a cousin instead)



Ramessu Mentioned by Kitchen.



(Pa)Rahotep (II) Fanbearer, High Priest of Re, High Priest of Ptah and Vizier (of the North). He was the son of the High Priest of Ptah Pahemneter. Listed as 'brother' of the High Priest of Anhur Minmose. Married to Huneroy, who was Chief of the Harim of Herishef, who was the daughter of Buia called Katnesu, Chief of the Harem of Anhur. Rahotep (II) may also have been a (distant) relative of Wennufer the High Priest of Osiris.



Nehy Vizier of the South. Mentioned by Kitchen.



Tuthmose Vizier of the South. Mentioned by Kitchen.



Khay Vizier of the South. Son of Troop Commander Hai and Chantress of Amun Nubemniut. His wife was called Yam.



Neferrompet, Vizier and High Priest of Ptah. Son of Neferronpet and Qafriati. Married to the Lady Mutpipu. His son Bakenptah was a God's Father. He seems to have had at least four daughters: Inuhayet, Taweret'khati, Reset, and Henutmeter.Amenmose Mayor of Thebes



Viceroy of Nubia



Iuni: Started his career during the reign of Sety I. Became Viceroy of Kush after Amenemope(t) under Ramesses II.

Heqanakht : Reign of Ramses II. Year 8-24 of Ramesses' reign? Present at the dedication of the temple at Abu Simbel in year 24.

Huy: He was also Mayor of Tjarw (Pi-Ramses) and Messenger to Hatti. Reign of Ramses II

Setau: Middle of the reign of Ramses II; The granite lid of his sarcophagus is in the British Museum. It probably comes from his tomb in Thebes TT289. His wife was Nefertmut, Songstress of Nekhbet, and his mother was named An, a Songstress of Amun,

Paser II: End of the reign of Ramses II; Son of the First Prophet of Min and Isis named Minmose.



Other



Panehesy: Overseer of the treasury of the Lord of the Two Lands (statue in the British Museum),

Sety , Overseer of the treasury of the Lord of the Two Lands.

Siesi : Overseer of the two granaries of Upper and Lower Egypt, General, etc.

Tia and Tia, Overseer of the Treasury, Fanbearer on the right of the king, etc, (husband) and the King's Noble Sister, Songstress of Amun, Chief of the temple muscicians of Pre (wife).Tia (the wife) was a sister of Ramses II. She was the daughter of Seti I and Queen Tuy.Daughters: Mutmetjennefer and an unnamed girl.

Tjuneroy, Overseer of works on all monuments of the King, royal scribe, etc. Father: Paser (I) (Steward of the Temple of Amun), Wife: NashaytBrother: Paser (II) (Overseer of the builders), Sister: Iineferty.The location of Tjuneroy's tomb is now lost, but slabs from his tomb are on display in Cairo, and his Canopic jars are in the Brooklyn Museum (New York).

Urihiya, High Steward, Real King's Scribe, GenerallisimoWive(s): Djama, Tuy(a), Chantress of Amun.

Urihiya is known to have had at least 3 sons:Pehefemnufer, Nebnehehiabsu, Yupa.





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Priesthood





Ramesses and Nefertari worshipping before the barque at Abu Simbel.

(After a drawing by Lepsius.)





High Priests of Amun



Nebneteru Tenry (Chief Prophet of Amun) and Merytre (Chief of the Harem of Amun). Known from TT 106. This is the tomb of their son Paser, Governor of the Town and Vizier , Temp Sety I - Ramses II Wife of Paser: Tiy (Chief of the Harem of Amun)

Sons of Paser: Taty (Head of the stable) and Iny



Nebwenenef, High priest of Amun, Temp Rameses II. TT 157. Wife: Takhat (Chief of the Harem of Amun, Songstress of Isis)

Nebwenenef is shown followed by a fan-bearer appearing before Rameses II and (Merymut) Nefertari in a palace window. Nebwenenef is being appointed as High priest of Amun (year 1 of Rameses II).



Bekenkhons (I), High priest of Amun, Temp. Ramesses II. (TT35). Parents: Roma (First and Second Prophet of Amun) and Roma (Singer of Amun). Wife: Mertesger (Chief of the Harem of Amun)



Unnefer (Wennefer) : temp Rameses II. Known from a family statue (in Copenhagen) dedicated to him by his son Ameneminet (Head of the Bow, Overseer of Works on all the monuments of Rameses II, Chief of the Medjay). Father of Unnefer is Minhotep, mother Maya. This was a particularily powerful family.



Paser: temp Rameses II. From a Griffith Institute statue.



Rama(ray), high priest of Amun, Rameses II - Merenptah. TT 283. Wife: Tamut (name in niche in court), Tabest (name on stela in Museum in Leiden) On the stela Ramaray is given the titles: The Prince and Count, the God's Father, clean of hands, Priest of Kamutef, Overseer of the prophets of all the gods, Third Prophet of Amun, Second Prophet of Amun, First Prophet of Amun







High Priests of Ptah



Iry-Iry: Time of Ramses II.

Huy: reign of Ramesses II. Possibly from year 2. Shown in year 16 officiating over the burial of an Apis bull with Khaemwaset and Ramses II.

Pahemnetjer: The sarcophagus of Pahemnetjer is in the British Museum even though the location of his tomb is not known. It’s presumed to be in Saqqara. Probably followed Huy. Father of both Didia and Parahotep the younger. Ca year 20 of Ramses II

Didia: Elder son of Pahemnetjer. Brother of the Vizier Parahotep the younger. Ca yr 35 of reign of Ramesses II

Khaemwaset: King’s Son of his Body, Executive at the Head of the Two Lands. Son of Ramses and Isetnofret. Crown Prince from year 50 to 55. One of the best known sons of Ramses. Known as one of the first archeologists. He was famous in ancient Egypt, and later featured as the hero Setne-Khaemwese in a cycle of stories written in the Late/Ptolemaic times. Khaemwaset became Sem Priest of Ptah in ca year 16 and High Priest of Ptah in year 45.

Ramesses - Son of Prince Khaemwaset, brother of Hori -served as Sem Priest of Ptah.

Parahotep(II), son of Pahemnetjer. After serving as Vizier, Parahotep also became High Priest of Ptah and High Priest of Re in ca year 55 of Ramses II.

Neferronpet. In year 60 of the reign of Ramses. Likely the same Neferronpet who was made Southern Vizier in year 50.

Hori: Son of Prince Khaemwaset. Became HPM in year 65/66 of the reign of Ramses. He continued to serve under his uncle Merneptah.

Other dignitaries in the temple of Ptah

Mose, Treasury Scribe of PtahWife: Mutnofret, Chantress of Bast. Son of huy, the Treasury Scribe of Ptah and Nubnofret.

Huy is the son of Werel, the daughter (descendant) of Neshi.The tomb records many generations of litigation about the lands granted to an ancestor named Neshi in the time of Ahmose.

Ptahmose, High Steward of the temple of Ptah in Memphis, etc. Known from a tomb relied now in the museum in Leiden.

The relief shows 2 sons and 3 daughters. The names of the daughters look like Nadjet (??), Merytptah and Ta-sety (??)

Ptahmose, (same as above??), Noble, Count, Sealbearer of the King of Lower Egypt, Sole Companion, Great Chief in the White Walls (=Memphis), Steward for His Lord, Wife: Inuhety; His daughters are listed as Inuhety, Nafi, Nofretiye, Tawai, Mutkhati, Inunehet, and furtehr down on the inscription we see daughters (-in-law?) Tamit, Merytptah and Nafi.

Sons: Hori, wab priest and temple scribe of Ptah, Usi, God's Father and Chief wab-priest in the House of Ptah, Iia, Wab Priest of Ptah.

Ptahmose, God's Father of Ptah, Son of Yuyu, God's Father of Ptah and Mutnofret. Wife: Tamiyet (Takhuru?).

He had a son called Yuyu, Superior Priest of Ptah and a daughter Nafi.

Raia, Chief of Singers in the temple of Ptah. Wife: Mutemwia (Songstress of Amun). Raia was a contemporary of Paser and Tjuneroy. His tomb is close to that of Paser.

Yuyu, Deputy of the temple of PYuyu, Dtah, wab-priest in front of Ptah.



High Priests of Re



Amenemopet, HP of Re in Heliopolis

Meryatum: High Priest of Re in Heliopolis, King’s Son of his Body, Son of Ramses and Nefertari. Apparently visited the Sinai during the second decade of his father’s reign. He served as high priest for about 20 years. He was either buried in the Queens Valley or in KV5.

Ramesseum





Festival of Min depicted at the Ramesseum. Neferatari is show dancing.

(After a drawing by Lepsius.)









Ramesseum



Amenemonet , Chief steward in the Ramesseum in the domain of Amun, etc.

Hati , Scribe of the temple in the domain of Onuris, Steward in the temple of Rameses- meryamun (Ramesses II)

Hormose, TT-C7 Head guard of the treasury in the Ramesseum, Temp. Ramesses II Wife: Mutemwia

Khnumemheb, TT26, overseer of the treasury of the Ramesseum in the estate of Amun, Wife: Mery-Isis.

Penre , Overseer of works in the Ramesseum in the domain of Amun, Chief of the Medjay

Ptahemwia, Treasurer of the Ramesseum in Memphis, Noble, Sealbearer, Sole Companion,

Yupa, Steward in the Ramesseum in the domain of Amun, High Steward of the Lord of the Two Lands, Granary Supervisor. He married Nuhety and his son Hatiay became Chief of Works and Chief of the Medjay.





Other



Hori , Prophet of Harendotes, son of Unnufer Wnn-nfr , First prophet of Osiris.

Khensmosi, wab-priest in front of Amun, Overseer of works on all monuments of Amun, and wife Merytmut, Songstress of Amun.

Minmose Overseer of prophets of all the gods of Ta-wer (Abydos), First prophet of Onuris, etc., son of Hori (Hor), First prophet of Onuris, and Inty.

Panehesi , Head of the songstresses of the altar of Amun, Prophet of Amenophis (I) (TT16), son of Nuy , Songstress of Amun, and wife Ternute, Songstress of Amun at Karnak

Yuyu, First prophet of Osiris, etc., son of Unnufer, First prophet of Osiris, and Ty, Songstress of Osiris, Songstress of Isis











Bibliography / Suggested Reading

1.Breasted, J.H. Ancient Records of Egypt, Vol3 Chicago 1906 (reprinted in 2001)

2. Dodson A. and Hilton D. The Complete Royal Families of Ancient Egypt, London 2004

3. Kitchen, K.A. Ramesside Inscriptions: Notes and Comments (Vol 2), Blackwell Publishers (1997)

4. Kitchen, K.A. Ramesside Inscriptions: Ramesses II, His Contemporaries (Ramesside Inscriptions, Translations, Vol III), Blackwell Publishers (2000)

5. Kitchen, K.A. Pharaoh Triumphant: The Life and Times of Ramesses II, King of Egypt (1983)

6. Jaromir Malek, Diana Magee and Elizabeth Miles: Topographical Bibliography of Ancient Egyptian Hieroglyphic Texts, Statues, Reliefs and PaintingsVolume VIII: Objects of Provenance Not Known: Statues (Published online by the Griffith Institute)

7. Tyldesley, J. Ramesses: Egypt's Greatest Pharaoh, Penguin Books 2001

8. University College London: http://www.digitalegypt.ucl.ac.uk/chronology/ramsesii.html

9. Theban Mapping project page on KV7, tomb of Ramesses II: http://www.kv5.com/sites/browse_tomb_821.html

10. Theban Mapping project page on KV5, tomb of the sons of Ramesses II: http://www.kv5.com/sites/browse_tomb_819

8/8 and 8/9
12:17 Aug 09 2009
Times Read: 810

Today has been a day of interest in my eyes.

Astrally

I walked into Jason’s room as a white tiger than morphed into a winged tiger and scared the bejesus out of the male and two women. They were about to do something again and I roared and grabbed his heart and ate it. In front of the others and they were not amused > I said aloud this is my soul take his body and yourselves out of this room and never come back for this is my soul you cannot have something that does not belong to you. The women just did not move so I pounced them and squashed their heads.

Jason looked at me like who the fook are you and my soul better not belong to you for then I am in trouble . I said I was advised by your nana to morph before I go and see you licked his nosey and smiled as a tiger could. Boowie came in and stayed at his feet. Boowie will protect you when I am not around my love. I snuggled up to him and said rest my dear man for you need to and you shall be fine. So I snuggled to him and looked around my paw want on his heart and I said he is my most beloved animal so you better watch out for him.  He looked at me like how can he stay if he is an animal. I smiled he has been dead for 7 months my dear but that does not mean he does not fight with me nor does it mean I do not see him. Like I see your relatives that what you. I felt him sleep peacefully and his hand was petting my back. I smelled something in the air.

Unusual and old death. I step off the hospital bed and called Anubis and Sekhmet out of the shadows and they looked ahead it was a man that was wearing white like them but he was green eyed. He said to make sure to and put olive oil and garlic in the sun for five hours and than take it off the window. He said drink this and you will be well again they don’t like garlic and olive oil nor sunlight blessings. I looked at him and he just smiled proudly. You really love him don’t you? I said yes. He said you are going to make a beautiful child with him whether you know it or not. He said don’t worry he wont die and yes he will be okay. I looked at him and said how sure are you? He said you are the one that shall make this family new and improved. Your gifts are awakening for you are free of the past. He looked at me and said I know it. I feel it. He sniffed me and smiled. I sniffed him again and was like who the bloody hell are you. He started to walk away you already know that answer. He looked back at me and smiled. You are the new hope to our family, a new age will happen because of your love for him. I woke up made the oil and read for five hours.

I am getting used to the olive oil stuff for I cook with it but recently I have been drinking a capful a day for my wound was not healing an this being was not like them but was like them. He felt like a doctor but he was not he said something about sage basil leaves and garlic shells to burn it as an incense so I am drying some basil as we speak. It is weird who I thought it was the one they call Philip. He was the one that has changed their family lines forever. Killing them off one by one who were harming people for they felt they were food or cattle and nothing more than that.





Reading

The Shack. It is about a man who looses his daughter and holds onto hating God for what happened to his daughter. He blames God for his pain and his loss. He has five children and one is kidnapped. His wife loves God and keeps praying. Where her husband looses faith. The Shack is where they found her bloody dress. He gets this really freaky note to go to the shack and meets God as a trinity. It is a healing book and opens your eyes to a lot of things.

My phone

is going to be off for a week for Marilyn has not gotten me some of the money needed for the phone and so I wont have a phone for a week. She freaked out. I said I thought I paid it but I did not and tonight is the last day of my phone use so I am waiting for Jeanette to call me so I can call her back and she is my godmother so I am looking forward to our conversation. When she calls me that is tonight I hope. 

body

I slept a lot today or more so cat napped today and it was wonderful but I also realized my body produced a lot of heat and I had not eaten a lot at all lik I usually do. Six mini meals. Turned into three. I just don’t feel hungry and I am getting six of food and I am getting sick of the same shit different day stuff too.

8/9

Moshe

He is terrorizing my zen alter and I was going to bip him but instead I was too tired so I snapped my fingers and he came to me instead. I found out after petting him for a while he is a drooler. > I got drool on and thought help me not go eww and offend mr kitty but help me have patient on this booger of a grey kitty. He goes after my incense holder.

Some of the gods I should be paying to are away in a box which I know it is not right but I am weeding out the old to make was for the new in 7 months something weird and wonderful will happen and I know this. Like I am moving and I sense it for some reason that is something I have to work on and something I have to live with where ever it may be. I sense it and I know something deep is go spiritually my mind is of a new realm and if I tell Marilyn these thoughts she will admittedly feel something of a connection to her family.

Jason

Went to Jason and bowie was there. A new male watched me and his hair was white and long and his eyes were blue. He noticed my white tigers staying around the bed for protection and said to me. Why do you protect this soul that is mine. I laided at Jason’s side for he is my soul not yours and you need to go back to the people who sent you. Your evil shall not cross this path and you shall not take this soul and make him weak. He is a king of the new age. He is the new hope of your family lines. He is the one to change a lot of family minds to working together and not apart. I got up and walked up to him in my white tiger. I said be gone for you I do not fear nor the others. The more you fight this the more you will all become weak. He said so you attacked the ones that came yesterday. Walked up to him and smiled .

I am not of your kind nor will I ever be. I fear nothing of your type for your weakness is seriously one of focus on negation and harm. You powers could be used for better purposes.. He said I am Emory. I said I am Raja Kitty you need to heed my warning mr man. And well. Your people will die before this week is up if you continue the pathway they choose. He is not the one you should attack. Attack the ones who sent you and go back to sleep. He said is that a threat I step closer to his lips and said no that is a promise. Leave now and you will not die. Don’t leave and you will all die.

He asked but why this one do you protect? I said the love of God this patient has and God wants him to be here and create something new. You are not one of love and not one of what our Gods can do to your pathetic beings. Suck on someone else’s soul from the other side.

Touched his forehead with a paw. Made it glow and said do you want to see the truth of what will happen if you donot leave peacefully? He said well no not really. I smiled than leave and take the tramps over there hiding in the corner. Tapped my paw and there they were.

Jason’s battle field is beyond the normal and he is so confused he does not know reality.. So I smiled and the six of them bowed to me and said pardon for our disrespect of your soul we shall not do it again. I looked at the women and said leave now in peace and never come back.

Spiritually I prayed to

Cerridwen for I use cauldrons and such for seeing things

Used black candle

Said

Goddess of grain

Lady of the dark moon I ask for your grace . show me your way, wisdom of magic.

Empower my spells with your craft transform my intentions into reality



Today I woke up with a smile.

That is a first.

A smiling rajakitty

Puuurrss to my readers

Raja

8/7
11:21 Aug 07 2009
Times Read: 814

Astrally

Noticed the two women dusting Jason with and around his bed. I then asked Anu, Sehkmet, and Bast to wipe the dust and them out of his room. These women are some kind of vampire brought back to life and they have been sucking his soul and making him more depressed and more angry and want to die and he seriously is on too many drugs to even notice it. I also saw the male go and come just as quickly when he saw the women getting dragged out of his room . Anu took him and dragged them out the room .

According to Marilyn’s family they were elder’s trying to kill the one vampire off Philip. So as luck would have it one of them touched me and I got a bruise the next day according to her it is poison and holy water or olive oil if drank naturally are the only two things to solve it. Once they claim to have you they suck your slow till you die or give up and become lifeless and sick and die Or fight it and move on. They are called the demons of all. Older than the elders now and someone on his other side of the family has to bring him down for they fear he will over throw them when he is healthy again. So Marilyn leaves for Italy Sunday. To again do stuff to get him healthy. She sees him as dieing and giving up and these beings are the cause of it. Mist like wraiths with vampire knowledge centuries old.

Jason did not know what he is going on and cannot spiritually fight anything and everything seems to be an illusion so he cannot tell reality from astral or be the warrior I know him to be actually that is how we met originally by fighting spiritually. He just has different gods than I. His are younger but I see now there purpose still can be the same. So I have been Reiking him for months and literally though I don’t sleep much I see why he is not healing so how do you get rid of these things? I am not sure. According to her she has to go to their graves and dig up their bones and the one who brought them back to life and do a ritual. In the mean time he is not protected. Which pisses me off so I of course have gargoyles in the room now and bowie at his side. Boowie was my eldst cat whom died this past year however out of his body he is still the powerful white cat I know and love. Some say when you die you move on or reincarnate but some like him stay and fight . Many do not know this realm of life meets death but often people don’t notice things like eternal wars and more. Boowie and I usually fight together. He is huge astrally . Still all white and fluff but seriously a healer and a fighter. So he sits on Jason’s chest and wont move from there.

It is on like donkey kong. They mess with them that is one thing you mess with my kind well I am not vampire but sure can kick their arses all around town and sure can see them for what and who they are and also won’t let Jason die. Trying to explain this to a mundane? IS like trying to explain why quantum mechanics exists and can be used you just have to know how to use it. The mind is vast and we only use a 10th of it. Trust me when I say people who have studied me as a child never understood me. For a woman is not supposed to use the left side but the right side of the brain. Since I am dyslexic they truly thought it was rewiring and such that might help this issue. Till they realized as a child I am not a normal person.





Marilyn

She has disowned her mother , sister Vicky and daughter Maria. They treat her like dirt and well she has finally had it. Something happened not sure what but she is in a hate more right now. But if someone hamrs them she will kick your arse. Very confusing subject . I did not pry I did not bother with asking her questions after yesterday I have come to the conclusion . Jason and Jason jr are my only priorities and I frankly don’t give a shit about her problems. Why? Not my problems you chose to have a huge ass family I did not thanks for choosing magick carpet ride now leave it …

She was advised by her dr for they found a spot on her head and they need to test her for cancer again. She is dieing too in a sense she probably won’t see Jason live. Why do I say that? She runs around for her kids and family and does not take time to breathe. She does not make time for herself and I am not going to say I am sorry nor am I going to say much on this matter. For she is the cause of all this chaos by having such a huge ass family.. and well there is a lot of stress. Not wishing death on her just saying it like it is.

Dezzy

My student grows in leaps and bounds . She has read some old stuff and now is moving into learning some new stuff. Gave her, her first book of shadows and her test for this summer 20 spells she can totally do with no problems and work it well. She is looking forward to normal school but it is all good she will be getting much more than that. I gave her one of my laptops so she can get her stuff she needs for this school and she had never been given a lap top which is weird for the family is well to do but they are living worst than I So how is that possible? I am not sure and I am not wanting to know, none of my business really. She is a writer and really needs to do her thing. All I know is she needed to be encouraged and well is.

Leo and Moshe

Well since all the crazy spiritual stuff has been going on I have come to the conclusion protect thy cat and dog. They went to the vets last week but they are not amulet protected so I got them amulets and would you know it Leo my dog broke it in one day.. In one day he has chewed his tail to a new level of ick and I have to get a new vet. So I fixed it and did it again. Put it on his head and than around his neck it went. A necklace for the cat and dog. They are my children and they will always be my babies.

Spiritually

In the midst of all this chaos and gloom and doom. I am actually hanging in there pretty well. I am balanced and clear in thought and well my thoughts are all over the place I blame Reiki for me being so at peace while going through all this stuff at the same time. How am I holding up very much like the warrior child I am. I see it , I hardly believe it but get rid of stuff and move on. I don’t have time for bull----. I don’t have time for people’s drama and I have come to the conclusion if it is not making me happy I am not sticking around for it. For my joy is important and nothing personal to anyone it is not my time to be a mother hen to helping others unless I can help myself first.

Did a reflective spell that took three days but I feel more rounded and protected and actually quite happy with the out come for the house has changed some and I needed her to get back to normal. I have been physically spring cleaning but I have also been spiritually spring cleaning. So my mind is refreshed and renewed and calm and no one is going to break it for I am not going to allow it.

Work

Interesting stuff. They moved most of our floor to a new floor so our floor looks barren and like a waste land of empty cubicals. I looked around an I see it in their faces they are not happy and they look like they are impending unemployment. It is artic on our floor but I am not complaining I wear my hoddie a hello kitty blankie and I am good and toasty lol .

Yes I like hello kitty use to love little twin stars more but they no longer have that for some reason. Anyways cocokitty is coming back so of course when I get paid I have to get my cococat tote bag and hello kitty day planner and of course more beads so I can bead away the weekend . But that is next weekend, this weekend I have to get to the pet store and get goodies and advantage for my babies. For after seeing Leo chop his tiny nub of a tail I know it is something more than nerves.

So this is my world as I see it today. What have you done today my beloved readers?



Have a beautiful day and make it that way

Raja

8/5
02:42 Aug 06 2009
Times Read: 825

Work

Wow what drama I dont want to get into all I have to ask is why do people value others opinions over their own?

One woman asked me infront of others what my opinon was of her other half. I said if you are happy that is all that matters. She pried and asked again what do I think of her boyfriend. I sighed and said you will not like my opinion and well I would rather not. (lunch break monday)

The co workers know me well enough that I will say I like it is and I am not there to make friends but she is sort of a friend... Eh anyways the coworkers looked and smled for they could almost hear what I said before I did..

He calls you four times a day at work on your cell to check up on you. If you are not there by a certain time you are supposably cheating on him. On top of that he stalks you. I had a movie night with her and we lost time and he found us and looked half releaved and half like she is with herrrr look.

Silts eyes it was 10 pm!!!

Then as bad luck would have it she had seen him and lived with him for 5 years. The man had a fit over her leaving a clock on his x box and would not talk to her for days. Then a week later he broke her door down and forced to have sex with her.

Leaves a very badddddddddd taste in my mouth considering I had a male like that when I was most young 23 years old like that. The difference is he is in jail and I am alive and well.

Lowered my voice and said if he gave you that ring run, sell the condo and get to somewhere safe your parents who ever just get the fook out of that relationship.

She is beautiful tiny and intellgient but not street smart at all. Little christain lady I adore her and find her very much innocent to this whole marrying him for she is 32 thing.

Needless to say after all this was said she said you are just jealous for your other half is hurt and he is not going to make it.

I blinked and said I told you not to ask me my thoughts you asked there you go. I walked away and Josie was heart broken. Then went to church as she does when he hurts her and than came up to me.

Today and asked for her forgiveness. I said for what? You were right about not asking your opinion of john and I was wrong to force you in a corner. I said Josie you are the most adorable woman I have ever met and your God will give you someone so perfect for you if you just love yourself sweetness. Just give it time. Hell I am 38 and refuse to marry unless inlove and he is my equal. We are yoked and you know that. I am with him if he makes it or not. We hugged and she said that was just mean of me. I said well you were hurt.

She said but you are right. We are selling the condo and I am moving back to mom's till I can get on my own again. My mother asked me why the change? I said Tara told it like it is. Her mother laughed and said I have told you for months the same things she said and you ignored me. She said yeah but your my mother Tara is not, she is a friend and coming from her was like a veil was taken off my head. I did not see it clearly. I was mean to her and I hope she will forgive me. So we hugged and I askd for forgiveness too. She said I accept so we are back to normal thank the gods. Weird not talking to her until just today..

Doctors

Went to the PCOS dr and he looked at me like the iet is going well. Lost 10 pounds. I was like woohoo about time. Stupid cottage cheese thingy worked eeeeew..

Anyways he was sincere and to the point so I go back to phase 1 all over again. For something in my body shifted.

Marilyn

OMGWTF it is a full moon and good goddess it is like the women around me are nuts!!! I need more male friends or something. Eyebrow raised

OKay this woman has lost her mind. I am supposed to marry Jason. If all goes well. Her heritage has a very odd vampire lore behind it and well daily my wits have been tested and torn and well I am over the whole telling her my visions and dreams and such.. SOmehow I saw what was a breed of vampire that sucks souls astrally called the demons of all. They drink off of weak and unhealthy minds and touch their victim and go from there. So I dreampt reiking Jason and woke up with a hand print bruise a day later I said okay I am ovr this something is sucking Jason's esence this is why he is not healing propely. She got her elders on it and wham there are these type they cannot see unless you dont know who they are. His family knows him. :slits eyes again:

She said they prey on weakness and worry and such. I was told to listen to her and she said to drink a capful of olive oil a night till the bruise goes away. She said they have your esence and they will try to attack you and everything you love. SOOOOOOOOO I was like eheh ( as flipper would have it said)

I did a reflection spell bounced it back and she claims her mother is not the one whom awoken them. Her mother is evil and has had serious bad juju since I have met Jason. She and her mother are not talking right now. I said well if your mother has something against little Jason or Jason what is it? She said nothing. I said there is something and you are not saying it. I said she needs a spell of her own. She said no she is a bad witch she could kill you if she wanted to. I said to her yeah she can kill me with the crap I have been through?? A bad juju brujria woman is going to hurt me. I laughed. She said what I said if she tries anything I wont be the blame for what happen to her. (that was yesterday) Today her sister says someone close to her is going to harm her mother. She than said she would harm her if someone harmed her mother. She may hate her but she will not take the death of her mother or harm to come to her. I said I get that. You love hate your mother like me I get it. She said yeah. I said well she is your blood I get that and your mother. She said yeah and if I ever found out that someone did a spell on her to harm her god for bid. That person would die. I smiled and thought to myself wow she thinks I would harm her mother???? I so need to go to papa cisco and have a cleansing done. Why? This stuff is for the birds. I mean come on now!!!!! Why the heck would I hurt her mother if she is no threat to me?

BLINKS

I so have to do someone reflection and such.

I have had enough of women on post men syndrome and serious amounts of touched by the moon thing going on...



Defluffs fur

Raja

Where You Need To Be Timing Can Be Everything
02:03 Aug 04 2009
Times Read: 828




Since human timetables quite often do not correspond with universal timetables, it’s common for people to feel that life is progressing too slowly or too quickly. We draft carefully composed plans only to find that they fall into place when we least expect. Or, conversely, we are thrust into roles we believe we are not prepared for and wonder how we will survive the demands imposed upon us by unfamiliar circumstances. When delays in our progress kindle pangs of disappointment within us or the pace of life seems overwhelming, peace can be found in the simple fact that we are exactly where we need to be at this moment.



Every person fulfills their purpose when the time is right. If you have fast-tracked to success, you may become deeply frustrated if you discover you can no longer satisfy your desires as quickly as you might like. Yet the delays that disappoint you may be laying the foundation for future accomplishments that you have not yet conceived. Or the universe may have plans for you that differ from the worldly aspirations you have pursued up until this point. What you deem a postponement of progress may actually represent an auspicious opportunity to prepare for what is yet to come. If, however, you feel as though the universe is pushing you forward at too fast a clip, you may be unwittingly resisting your destiny. Your unease regarding the speed of your progress could be a sign that you need to cultivate awareness within yourself and learn to move with the flow of fate rather than against it. The universe puts nothing in your path that you are incapable of handling, so you can res! t assured that you are ready to grow into your new situation.



You may feel compelled to judge your personal success using your age, your professional position, your level of education, or the accomplishments of your peers as a yardstick. Yet we all enjoy the major milestones in our lives at the appropriate time—some realize their dreams as youngsters while others flourish only in old age. If you take pride in your many accomplishments and make the most of every circumstance in which you find yourself, your time will come.

8/3/09
01:46 Aug 04 2009
Times Read: 829

Astrally

I fear I am in a household I marry into sees these creatures and I am somehow the only one that sees these creatures of the night for what they are. Truly are. They are a world of vampire you never seen. One they walk in the day and there is a good side of the family and a bad side of the family. Someone woke up three really old vampires. Nana calls them Demons of all. They are older than Satan and were the original. Where Satan has the gift of mercy they don. They infect your blood by touching you in the astral world. I protected Jason and got marked. I was told to drink olive oil and such to keep the poison at bay and not turn into a zombie for them. They supposedly know my nature but if they did why did the man that touch me die or disappeared. The man is not with the two women and the to women saw me and did not know what I was for I have wings but I also had claws and fangs like them and the women’s eyes looked at me and bowed away. If they do know me why did they fear me? All I did was remove the guy for his weakness was arrogance. I let him think he got me and than grabbed him. Simple as that..

Uncle Joe got attacked last night by mist and someone was trying to get his heart they did not succeed. I am a human with blood lines of Irish Native Indian and Russian and Silican. My grandparents ran away from what they were and married. And created a man who lost his faith called my father. My mother was created and give to a Jewish couple who in turned adopted us as Jews. Their impact had me as does god and him talking to me. My gods are older than many and sadly is a dying breed of magick.

From the Irish my blood goes back to royalty the native Indians a buffalo fighter and chief of his people. A Russian that is gifted in some ways. And the Sicilian all gifts of psychic abilities and yet my parents created my sister and me. I am honestly thought humans since a child were a cancer like infection to the planet and was ashamed of what I was human or so I thought. As I grew into my gifts as a child I was open for I would not talk to anyone but Faye and dragons and spiritual beings that smelled like strawberries. I would play in the park late at night and dance in the rain in the midst of trees. I knew I was different for I saw things when a teenager. I was not knowledgeable like know but I am grateful for learning what I had when nature taught me. Talking to trees and even seeing tree spirits and how they danced and swayed when the wind blew.

But astrally I am a creature not known to man more so not like most. Some claim that I am vampire for I like the taste of blood. Some call me dragon like for my nature is that of one. Some find me Faye like. Some call me feline like and then some thing more was given wings of light from my angels and training. Mix it all together with the knowledge of old and then more frankly not many know what I am and I don’t give the time. My eyes show it though and they knew to back away. So did they see whom I am truly attached to and if so why did the women run if this man disappeared and was almost dead in my claws? He was moving all around and threw him to Sehkmet. He disappeared and their eyes get big and I looked at him. My Jason and his son. Astrally he cannot fight them off and yet little Jason got scared of the women. And his shield almost broke but I turned around and growled at them as though you touch them you die like your friend. So my gifts are awakening more and more and I am not sure why? I have been focusing on healing him and his son and than myself. Not smart I know but someone has to.. I cannot let them die astrally for he can not gain his strength till he really sees the real reason to why he is going through what he is going through.

So what am I? a mutt made by some freak accident that went through some very different life changing experiences. The night calls my name but my body makes the whines of the go to bed lady!

Crazy? Yes that is my life a consular to vampires’ dragon like people and more. Imagine that. My world surrounded by a vampire war and I am in the middle of it for I met him. My other half who found me . Smiles they say I am their angel of their family. But what type is the question. You would think I would lead a normal life.

Work

My day life is I guess working with patients to heal them. I am no one’s angel but a mere human and that is all I am . and ever will be.

So today was neat I got kudos for my work which was neat. I was like okay that is cool. I could get used to that… :)

Jason physically is in a twilight state till they can figure it out and the doctors are baffled understandably. Heck they pray before going to see him. That should say something there. Lol

My son to be is doing wildly well. He keeps showing his uncle the tattoos he shall have :)Uhh it was not me… LOL I did not show him shit on my tattoos I have yes 11 butttttttttttttttt I am not a 10 year old ready to tattoo myself up. His father does not have any and neither does any of them. I am getting the impression that my son choose me because I had tongue rings and tattoos now. Nothing like his family. LOL He is so going to break hearts then. My son the biker tattoo male with an education a dangerous combo to any woman.



Snickers and purrs

Raja

8/1/09
02:23 Aug 02 2009
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New coven is very welcoming and small and creative minds my god some of the journals rock!

Liking it alot. I feel free which may sound weird ...



Jason

he is on some new meds for his seizures and in twilight sleeping state till they can make sure one the poison is out of his system, two stablize his brain waves and they removed part o the tumor. Three the bleeding stops from his brain. So they are making him sleep till they can figure it out. Marilyn his mother is going to see him and I gave him letters and pictures and such.

I hope it helps him fight the battlefield in his mind.

I love the man alot so I am hoping it will help him.



Moshe

uh he is a booger lol He sprayed me. Took him to the vets and it was the longest line in creation. So Leo is abit unerved for his partner in crime is not there and well he has every right to worry. The last time a cat left ( my 22 year old he did not come back.) But he will be a balls spraying no more cat tomorrow. So he will be fine tomorrow.



I took a bath with minreal oil. meowy it soothes the skin anddddddddd feels damn good for all you bath lovers out there. Lavendar and some of that ahhhhhhhhhhh.



meows and purrs too all

Raja